Disclaimer: I don't own ER or any of it's characters…… same old story
AN: Hey again! I can't wait until the new season of ER starts! I hated the finale, mostly cause it was a cliff hanger. But of course, it was still good, a nice way 2 end a not so great season. But I'm so bored right now so I think I'll try my luck with a one-shot. My first one so please be nice, but improvements are encouraged, so I can make better ones.
Life without a Heart
Abby's POV
Abby gazed out the window of her apartment, lying next to Luka who was snoring softly. Her baby was sound asleep, so she should be enjoying her break. Why was she thinking of him, all the way in Congo. She hadn't seen him for 2 years. Why was he still having an effect on her? After he left, she thought herself and Luka were meant to be. Sure, but of course, it was just a fling. The only reason they were together now was because of the baby, the baby that was just an accident.
After Carter left, she just felt a longing for the thing they had, that special kind of love and passion. Luka came around, and all she wanted was to feel the same again. It lasted for only a moment, but had done enough damage, and she was now a mother of a baby boy. After Carter left, she became to soft- hearted, concerning herself with others problems. That was the reason she was laying next to Luka now…. She didn't want to hurt his feelings, saying what they thought they had was just a mistake. But she knew this couldn't last forever. What she felt for someone else was too strong, even if she was likely to never see him again. All this thinking was making her sleepy. She gradually dozed off….
15 minutes later…..
Abby woke up with a start to her baby crying. She glanced to her left. When she saw Luka lying there, still asleep, her heart dropped. Why the hell did she want Carter, something she couldn't have? She went to calm her baby down. Afterwards, she went down the stairs to her 1st floor and sat on the couch, looking at her old albums. As she flipped through the memories of Her's and Carters relationship, her eyes teared up. She couldn't take this; she needed to be near him. She got up and kissed her baby boy on his forehead, preparing to say goodbye. She loved him with all her heart, but she needed to go. She scribbled Luka a note, trying to be as kind has possible, but it was kind of hard, considering she was leaving him for Carter. As gave her apartment one last glance before picking up the phone.
"Hello, Midway Airport. May I help you?"
Without even a pause she answered, "Hi, I need a ticket to the Congo, earliest possible flight."
Without even packing she left her apartment and hailed a taxi.
All done! My first one shot so please review and tell me what I could do better, but don't be super mean about it……
