Last night I made out with a guy staying in the same hotel as me. We were drinking at the bar, heading to the beach and finally ending up at the pool. He is 10 years older than me but truly attractive. We share the same humor and some interests. Our conversation was pleasant and easy.
I havent had a talk like that in a long time actually. It was amusing. He is pretty sweet and civilized but also restrained and not obtrusive. For many he would make the perfect son-in-law or caring partner.
But thats the point.
I am evil. I am the fucking devil. I am spirited and I have a temper. I am stubborn and independent like a feral horse. And I need someone to keep me under control. Maybe someone to oppress me. Someone to tame me. I need a man to hold me tight and put me in my place when i'm going off.
