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Till I Get Over You,

ill want you,

ill want to be your one and only,

ill want to love you with every fiber in my body,

ill just want to show you a side of me you've never seen...

Authors note:

This "story" is more like reality. This is more of a diary for me, im baring my soul in this story. All of it is true, but the characters im using to illustrate what im going through are not. Basically, im a 15 yr old girl, whos fallen for a really good friend, and shes a girl too. Why or how that happened is a mystery, but its real, I love her. Its that simple but at the same time its so much more complicated. I never knew that love could be such a burden but such a gift at the same time, ive never been in love before, and until last year I was so sure of my sexuality but things change...

Ashley's POV

7th grade is when I met her. Not having any clue that in a couple years, she would change my life with out even knowing it. Our friendship started out slow, she was very quiet and I was outgoing. I thought she was really cool so I always invited her over to our table. The rest is history. We became good friends since then and have had the greatest times together.But something, I dont know what, but something happend to me. It was the begining of 10th grade, and the summer before had been one of the best ive ever had. Me and her and many other friends would party and have a good time almost every night the month before school started. It was great. I think it was that summer that brought us closer together. Her name is Spencer. She was the most beautiful person ive ever met. inside and out. I was always jealous of her and how all the guys always noticed her first. I think its her charm or just the way she laughs or maybe just by her incredible beauty. I had 2 classes with her which were spent on gazing at her and day dreaming about her. Im not sure why I started to feel that way for her but I do know it was in the begining of that year.

I do remember feeling nervous talking to her, and always trying to create ways to sit next to her at lunch with out actually getting up and sitting by her. I would get mad or jealous when she talked to my other friends and had inside jokes with them, and not me. I was very much in denial at first, I thought well maybe im feeling this way because shes just a really good friend and thats why I love her. NO WAY is it like that at all. I mean shes a good friend, but this love isnt innocent. I fantasize about her all the time, and recreate senarios where I would tell her how I felt. But I always reminded myself, shes straight has a boyfriend, no chance in hell she feels the same way. And thinking like that is what got me through the year without yelling to the whole world how I felt about her.

To be continuted, tell me what you think? Am I in deep shit or what? haha