~Clare's POV-
After being rejected by Eli, I need to get away! I'm going to the park , my dad used to take me when I was little⦠even though its raining.
I sat there on my bike riding to the park at 7 o'clock at night, crying, scared, confused..
When I got their I just sat in the grass in the rain crying.. I only wondered why Eli didn't want to be with me.. I felt like I would die if he wasn't in my life. I don't think he knows how I'm feeling with my parents separating and my sister gone, and the only boy who I may love in my life might not want me.. I don't even know if it's worth living anymore? I'm only 16 and I feel like I want to kill myself! AGH! I don't know..( I was freezing cold in the rain, crying my eyes out with my knees against me, leaning against a tree. I just didn't feel like myself without Eli..) Then out of no where, I hear the sound of car breaks.. Then I looked and saw a black hearse and I knew it was Eli. How would he know I was here, I didn't tell anyone. But I was surprised to see him! He ran over to me and I guess he thought I might have been hurt.( Maybe what had happened with Julia?) he looked at me and said," Clare look at me, are you okay?" I said, "I'm fine Eli." He said, "Then why are you crying?" I said, "You wouldn't understand." He said, " Listen Blue Eyes, my old girlfriend DIED because of me, I think I can handle anything?" I said, "Eli. .you rejected me, my parents are separated, my sister left, and my world is falling apart!" He said, "Clare.. I'm so sorry, I never meant for any of this to happen, I want to be with you forever, please forgive me.." I replied, " Eli, I know you didn't want any of this to happen and I don't blame you, I was just confused that's why I asked." He said, " So do you forgive me Blue Eyes?" I replied, "Of course Eli." (He kissed me after that and it felt like my world was slowly coming back together.) Then he said, "Come with me, you must be freezing." I replied, " I am." He said, " I will go get you some dry clothes, and take you home. "Oh, and Clare" I said, "Yea?" He replied, " Don't scare me like that again!" I said, "I wont, I promise, and I'm sorry." (I kissed him again and it made me all warm and cozy.) "I love you Clare" I replied, " I love you too Eli"
