Dear Alfred,
I'm so tired of being here
Alfred?
Suppressed by all my childhood fears
I'm all alone
And if you have to leave
Why did go?
I wish that you would just leave
Why did you leave me?
Because your presence still lingers here
What happened to you Alfred?
And it won't leave me alone
You told me you loved me
These wounds won't seem to heal
You said I was special
This pain is just too real
That I was 'the one'
There's just too much that time cannot erase
What happened Alfred?
When you cried, I'd wipe all of your tears
I was always there for you
When you screamed, I'd fight away all of your fears
I was there when you needed me
I held your hand through all of these years
You promised to always be there for me
But you still have
You promised
All of me
Never to leave
I loved you
You used to captivate me
The way you smiled
By your resonating light
Your bright blue eyes
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
I miss them now
Your face it haunts
Sometimes I see you
My once pleasant dreams
When I close my eyes
Your voice it chased away
I call to you
All the sanity in me
But you don't respond
These wounds won't seem to heal
I cry then
This pain is just too real
I cry because you don't answer me
There's just too much that time cannot erase
What happened to us?
When you cried, I'd wipe all of your tears
Why don't you still love me?
When you screamed, I'd fight away all of your fears
Why don't you still care?
I held your hand through all of these years
When did I become
But you still have
Just another girl
All of me
A thing of the past
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
Another mistake
But though you're still with me
I don't see you like that
I been alone and lost
I still love you Alfred
These wounds won't seem to heal
I still dream that one day
This pain is just too real
You will come back
There's just too much that time cannot erase
And take me in your arms
When you cried, I'd wipe all of your tears
But I know it is never to be
When you screamed, I'd fight away all of your fears
Because to you
I held your hand through all of these years
I am just another memory
But you still have
But Alfred…
All of me
You're still everything to me
~Love, Vietnam
