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set on the doorstep of bella's house, alice has come to persuade her to come and help save Edward from going to see the Volturi.

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"Stop that" I shouted at them both, wild with impatience. "Argue when we get back, let's go!"

Alice turned for the car, disappearing in her haste. I hurried after her, pausing automatically to turn and lock the door. Jacob caught my arm with a shivering hand 'please Bella. I'm begging."

I stood looking into the big brown eyes of this boy who loved me unconditionally.

"Come on Bella!" Alice shouted out of the car window.

"I- I'm sorry Alice I can't do it. I grabbed Jacobs's warm hand for assurance.

"But Bella…"

"No Alice I can't! He's the one who left me not the other way around!"

"Bella he did it for you!" Alice said protesting trying to persuade me.

"NO ALICE JUST LEAVE!"

"Okay I'm sorry Bella." She appeared in front of me and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek.

"I'll call you and tell you how I go."

"No don't I don't WANT to know." A wave of hurt washed over her face and she nodded slowly. In a second she was back in the car and tearing down the street. Sighing I leant my head on Jacob's chest and started sobbing. He shouldn't have to see this but I was glad he was here.

"It'll be okay now Bella. You with me now and you will be fine; no one will ever hurt you again." He pressed his lips gently to my hair and we went inside.

I tore up the note I had written for Charlie, threw myself down on the couch and closed my eyes.

"I think you should stay at my house tonight." Jacob offered with a hopeful look sparkling in his eyes. I smiled at his enthusiasm and he offer me his hand. Gratefully I took it and I picked up my bag.

I crossed over to the note pad next to the phone and wrote a new note for dad;

Dad

I'm staying at Jake's house tonight so call me there if you need to talk.

Love Bella

I hurried Jake out of the house, grabbed the key from above the door and turned it roughly in the rusted lock. We walked hand in hand down the wet driveway towards my truck. The whole time I felt his eyes boring into me. Jacob opened my door for me and lifted me into my seat. He ran around the car and jumped into the driver's side and started the car. It roared to life as the ignition caught.

It was a long drive to LaPush and when I saw the forest finally thinning I sighed in relief. My old truck pulled into the gravel driveway out the front of the black's small house. It felt so good to see something familiar. So full of fond memories. Jake grabbed my bag and threw it over his shoulder. I met him at the front of the car and took his hand- it was kind of a habit of ours now- they seemed to fit together perfectly as our fingers intertwined. He kissed my hair and opened his front door. We entered the front room to find it crowded with a bunch of supersized men.

I blushed and saw everyone's eyes zone in on our hands which were still joined. Jake gently squeezed my cool fingers.

Sam tightened his grip around Emily's hand, embry nudged Jared with his elbow suggestively and Paul just glared. I had no doubt that embry and Jared had made a bet about something and embry won as per usual.

"Umm hey guys." Jacob said nervously shifting his weight from left foot to his right foot.

Jacobs POV

Oh shit! They were all sitting there looking at us. I tightened my grip on Bella's hand, "umm hey guys."

"Hello to you too jakey boy!" embry and Jared sang in unison.

"Hey dad, is it okay if Bella stays over tonight?" I knew he would say yes, well he would be ecstatic at the very thought of it but it was just polite to ask.

Dad just nodded and I towed Bella through the group of spectators. Clumsy as she was, she was tripping over feet and stumbling. We got to my room and I put her bag on the floor.

"See ya later Jake!" Sam yelled from the hall.

"See ya guys!" I yelled back, "you can get changed in here if you want bells I'll get changed in the bathroom. She nodded and bent over her bag with her back to me and I couldn't help but look at her ass. I smiled as I walked away.

I threw off my dirty black cut offs and stood in front of the mirror stark naked. My eyes immediately went to the planes of my quickly developed stomach and chest. All I could do was think about Bella running her hands down my… WAIT! STOP! JACOB STOP IT! I started breathing deeply to take my mind of the sudden rush of blood between my legs. I jumped into the shower, got out quickly –not even bothering to dry myself- and threw a clean pair of track pants on quickly, eager to get back to Bella.

I knocked on my bedroom door and opened it slowly, peeking around the corner. My hand started shaking and my knees went weak as soon as I saw this beautiful creature sitting on my bed. She had her long hair out and pulled over her left shoulder, she was wearing a tight fitting white t-shirt and a tiny pair of shorts that showed of her long legs nicely. She looked up at me smiling and patted a spot next to her on the bed.

Bella POV

He just stood there, gaping like a gold fish and his dark hair was wet and water dripped down his bare chest. His expression made me smile and I patted a spot on his bed next to me. The bed squeaked as he sat down across from me. His large brown hands folded in his lap and without a second thought I grabbed one of them and began tracing the lines etched into his smooth skin. I rolled his hand around in mine and glanced up to see him looking lovingly at me. I know I hadn't decided what I wanted before but I definitely had now. He was here for me and he always would be. I couldn't believe I was even thinking this but it struck me, I LOVED HIM! I grabbed both of his hands and pulled him down so we were lying down on the bed. We intertwined our fingers and I ran my leg against his. A smile spread on his face and he moved his face closer to mine until we were only millimetres away from each other. A knock on the door made us jump.

"Jake i'm going to bed." Billy said through the crack in the door.

"Okay night dad." Jacob said clearly irritated at being interrupted.

"Night billy."

"Night Bella."

Jake stood up and I got worried.

"Jake," I said grabbing his hand, "where are you going?"

A smile spread along his lips, "I'm gonna go sleep on the couch."

"Why? You don't have to go…" I said pulling myself up onto my knees and tugging gently on his hand.

His smile grew bigger and he pulled back the sheets. Slipping into them, I pulled him down with me. I wasn't giving up and I knew he didn't want to do anywhere.

I saw it on his face when he gave in; I smiled triumphantly and lay down on my pillow. Jake gather up my hands in his and kissed my forehead.

"I love you Bella." He whispered.

I paused for a minute and decided it was best not to lie.

"I love you too Jake." I whispered back smiling.

He leant in closer to me again. We were so close that I felt his hot, unsteady breath on my slightly open lips. I closed the distance and kissed him lightly. It started light and the pressure built. Jacob placed his hand on my hip and I tangled my fingers in his hair holding his face to mine. I pulled back for a minute to catch my breath but was pulled back with great urgency as jakes tongue lightly brushed my bottom lip. I wrapped my arms around his neck and crushed myself against his bare chest. A small moan escaped his lips and I ran my nose along his cheek. I pushed him over onto his back and straddled his hips. Leaning down I kissed him again. I placed a hand on either side of his head and he placed his hands on my thighs.

"No Bella. I think we had better slow down." Jacob warned me with longing and desire thick in his words.

I nodded in agreement, lay down beside him and wrapped myself in Jacob's arms again.

"Sleep tight honey. I love you, I always will. Just remember that." He said brushing his lips against mine. I turned my head and buried my face in his neck.

"I love you too." I spoke into his neck.

Jacob's long arms tightened around my waist and we fell asleep smiling at each other.


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