IF I OWNED NARUTO, I WOULD RULE THE WORLD. I DON'T RULE THE WORLD.
Man. I sighed. Every girl liked me. Every. I can't understand why they would scream over me. They just did. All I was doing was sitting on a bench, and they still made a crowd around me.
I looked up and saw you around my age sitting underneath a tree. One of the girls with pink hair was clinging onto to me, so I asked them who you were. She told me you were nobody, but I thought you were the prettiest girl I had ever seen. I started to walk over to you not even paying attention to the crowd.
"Who… are you?" I asked, feeling for the first time something I had never felt.
"M-m-me?" You stuttered. I thought it was the most beautiful sound.
"Yes you," I said. But I couldn't get the answer because the bell rang, and we had to go back inside the Academy.
You were twelve, I was twelve. It was the day of the tests.
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It's was the day of the chunin exams when I remembered your name. You avoided my gaze completely, and focused more on your teammates than me. I saw you blushing and messing with your fingers at Naruto, and I immediately became jealous of him. I couldn't understand why you had a crush on him, or felt anything for the dope.
When I overheard Kiba saying your name, I couldn't help but thinking it was the most beautiful name on earth.
But I would only admire you from afar. That's what I kept telling myself. I didn't want to get attached to you in any way, for fear of losing you.
You were thirteen, I was thirteen.
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During the preliminaries I wonder who would go first. When I saw it was me, I felt two different feelings: Sadness, because I wouldn't see your fight. Happiness, because I wouldn't see you fail.
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Ever since Itachi tried to capture Naruto, I felt weak. I wanted power, to be the best.
Then I saw you. You were alone, near a stream. I went up to you. You greeted me with a, "H-hello S-sasuke-k-kun. W-what is i-t" I felt like kissing you. Then and There.
I asked you if I could talk to you. You stuttered, saying yes. I thought how lovely your voice was.
We went to take a walk. I led you to a secret place in the forest. I asked you if I could kiss you. You were blushing madly, and covered your mouth. I kissed you anyway. You blushed even more, and the heat went to your lips. I know. I felt it.
When I let go, you were staring at me with those beautiful pearly-lavender eyes. I love those eyes.
"S-s-s-sasuke-kun!!" and then you fainted. I smiled, and caught you. I held you tightly. Then I cried. For the first time in years. I cried harder then I ever did. All the feelings that were bottled up inside me were let out. I was silent, because I didn't want to wake you. I loved you. I knew it. That's why I had to break your heart.
I had to leave.
"S-sasuke-kun, what's wrong?" I looked at you. You were still blushing. You slowly started to raise your hand to my face. I put my hand in the way and wiped the tears away.
"I'm sorry Hinata," I slowly stood up and started to leave.
"Sasuke!!" I turned around at the sound of your voice. You pressed your lips hard against mine. I was so off guard, I lost my footing and fell. You were on top of me, and I was staring at you. You were blushing so bad, it looked liked you had gone past red. "S-S-s-sorry!!"
I knew it. You were it.
….no…
"No, it's alright," I said. I slowly reached out and touched your cheek. I felt how red your cheeks were.
…Stop it….
I kissed you again. "You blush a lot."
…Don't say it…
"C-c-can I-I s-s-say s-s-something?"you asked.
"Anything," I kissed your cheek.
"D-don't l-leave m-me."
I kissed you again, "Of course.
No…. I just….
"R-r-r-r-really?" you asked. I thought you were silly to ask such a question.
I kissed you again, "Yes."
…I can't do this…
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I snuck inside your bedroom that night. You were asleep.
…good... It will be easier…
I raised a kunai to your throat.
…now…
I hesitated.
…no…
I couldn't do it.
I put the kunai back. I sat at your desk and began to write you a note.
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I left to Orichimaru the next day. I couldn't kill you. That day I realized something.
I love you.
I would never stop loving you.
You would always be in my life.
But I can't be in yours.
I would be a hindrance in your life.
I need to be as far away from you.
You need to succeed in your dream.
I'm not apart of that goal.
You're not apart in mine.
…I'm sorry…
