She shouldn't allow herself to think such bad thoughts, but she couldn't help it She wanted to know what was going on with the Admiral and Kara Thrace/Starbuck has he so affectionately calls her. She was jealous of the affection he so readily gives her. What does Laura get…nothing

Laura knew deep down that she loved Admiral Adama or more affectionately Bill. She had since he kissed her when she was dying of cancer the first time. Now she was dying again and he didn't know.

They were to busy to discuss her recent diagnosis, always to much to do and not enough time. But Bill had time for Kara. Before their meetings Laura would see Starbuck peek around the hatch and walk out with a smile on her face. What gave her the right to smile when the president had cancer and no one knew. No more Billy to support her just herself.

She wanted to know what Bill did to make Kara smile like that. Everyone knew she had been acting strangely since New Caprica. So what Laura had to just Bill didn't notice. He wasn't the sweet bill that he was on New Caprica he was now the Commander that he used to be. Laura decided with a sigh that she had to separate from Bill. She couldn't do this couldn't love him. Wait did she really love him she couldn't possible.

Turning around and heading to colonial one was exactly what Laura, not the President decided to do.

Bill-----------

What could possibly be keeping Laura? Bill couldn't wait to see her. He longed to see her even if it was brief. From the moment he laid eyes on her and saw her smile he was at peace. He loved her smile, her body, the way she could be ruthless, he loved all of it. The dedication to the people was the one thing that stopped him from presuing her. He knew that the people needed her more than he did, even if it broke his heart.

He wanted her so bad, yearned for her to taste her, just to touch her, maybe even lightly caress her hair but he couldn't and right now he had been neglecting her. He really hadn't called her or seen Laura in a few days he had been busy. Starbuck had needed him, she was acting to strangely and Bill had to help his daughter.

An hour later and Laura still hadn't shown up. Picking up the phone Bill called CIC talking to Dee and asking where Laura was inadvertenly saying Laura instead of the President. If Dee noticed she pretended not to. When she told him that she had left an hour ago without a word Bill figured that she had an important meeting. He asked why and all Dee said was that she just asked to leave and said nothing more. Bill thanked Dee and hung up leaving it at that

Little Did Bill know that Laura was currently broken and in her cot trying not to cry.

Laura…..

Trying to sleep images kept repeating over and over in her head. Flashes of Kara riding Bill, her Bill screaming his name and Bill grunting hers under her. Running to the bathroom Laura vomited. Then the tears started to fall. She wanted Bill, she wanted to be the one riding him gasping his name. Making love to him and sleep curled in his arms. But Kara was. Captian Fraking Thrace was Fraking the Frakking Admiral. More images kept sweeping in front of her eyes.

Kara was giving the best head he had ever had, sucking so hard bordering on painful, squeezing his balls with the right pressure looking up at him with those baby brown eyes. Oh how he loved it

"Gods Kara, you have to stop"

"Kara" grunting like a fool her name

The rubbing her finger back behind his balls he pulled her head back.

"If you keep doing that I won't be able to Frak you against the Bulkhead like I want to"

Giggling Kara smiled

"Is that what you really want Admiral or do you want me to finish the job."

Groaning when she squeezed the tip of him he threw his head back. Grabing her by the shoulders and lifting her up he pushed her against the bulk head.

Thank the gods he had the forsight to remove her pants before this started. He lifted her legs around him and pulled her panties aside and with one swift motion…

"Madame President? Are you all right? I'm calling Doctor Cottle!!!" One of her guards who heard her moaning and crying in her sleep said this to her. Laura couldn't even reply she was to busy breaking into sobs.

Bill……

A phone call woke him, shaking him out of his slumber, he had been reading on the couch when he fell asleep. Grunting from the protest of his joints while trying to get off the couch Bill answer the phone

"Adama"

"Bill this is Jack!" He never says my first name I wonder what wrong.

"Whats wrong Jack?"

"We have the President in sickbay, I think you should come down her" His heart dropped, it had to be bad his Laura was in sickbay, she could be dying Bill had to find out.

" I'll be right there" hanging up the phone it took all of His will power not to run through the corridors. By the expression on his face no one bugged him.

One person however, Kara Thrace saw him storming through the corridors, hearing no Condition one being yelled she decided to follow him…..