I have learned a very valuable lesson in my life. And no its not a lesson as noble as love conquering all or good always triumphs over evil. Its that...
Being weak gets you nowhere
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Being weak gets you nowhere.
And that is exactly where I am. I am in 'no where'.
I am nothing.
I have no one.
I am only weak.
And try as I might, I can't stop myself from remembering the times when I was something. Like a war hero, a best friend, a daughter and...well what else I have been I can never talk about. I can't talk about.
All I know is that everything that I was, I am no longer. Its heavy. I feel heavy. I feel suffocated.
I feel like the only thing I do have is pain. Painful memories. And nothingness.
...
It all started on a rainy day
