AN: Okay so this is my first fanfic and i hope you like it. Original characters will be introduced in later chapters.
Please don't knock it till you try it.
If you don't like Jacob it will get better. and if you like him well...sorry enjoy the happiness while it lasts.
All the characters belong to Stephenie Meyer.*Sigh* a girl can dream!
Prelude
"No," Jacob shook his head "I'm exactly right for you, Bella. It would have been effortless for us-- comfortable, easy as breathing. I was the natural path your life would have taken..." He stared off into space for a moment, and I waited. "If the world was the way it was supposed to be, if there were no more monsters and no magic..."
I could see what he saw, and I knew that he was right. If the world was the sane place it was supposed to be, Jacob and I would have been together. And we would have been happy. He was my soul mate in that world- suddenly I wanted it to be that world. I couldn't live without Jacob. And I realized that I didn't want to.
I looked at him shocked at my conclusion. I realized that I didn't want to live in a world without him. In my darkest time, the new moon of my life, Jacob was my hope of a better tomorrow. How could I bear to live without my sun? But my world could not survive without both a moon and a sun. Edward would always be my moon. We were pulled together like two planets orbiting around each other. I could not survive without my sun. Jacob smiled at me sadly.
"I know what your gonna say Bells, but I just wanted you to know." I smiled at him, my life had meaning. I wanted to live with Jacob. Suddenly I saw it, me standing with Jacobs arms around me as two young boys with black curly hair bounded towards us. Jacob's laugh as we sat around a huge table with Emily, Sam, and the rest of the pack. Our two boys laughing along with him. This was the life I wanted, a simple life with Jacob.
"Jacob," I grabbed his face between my hands, the warmth spread immediately. "I love you," I suddenly realized the gravity of what I had done. I started to cry immediately. "Bella, honey, whats wrong?"
"I love you Jacob and I want to stay with you." the sobs rocked harder through my body. I was going to lose Edward again.
my moon.
But I had already lost him once and survived. And now I was stronger and with Jacob by my side, I knew I could thrive.
I know its not much, but please R&R!!!!!
