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The question I ask myself since I met you is... Should I live without you, or just die loving you?

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This story is inspired by a fanfiction I once red a year ago, I did this from my memory about what I still knew. This was just a too great of a piece, to not share it again, only written by me this time.

When I was younger, I asked myself everyday why my parents, my sisters, my brother and I every few days moved to an other place. We never lived more then a few days in one house. My sisters, brother and I never had friends either because of this. We did learn, but our school was at home, we were home schooled. Our parents never left our side, we couldn't be alone, never. Everyone of us had something what he or she cherished. Tina had her laptop, Santana had her strong personality, Brittany had the necklace she got for her birthday from our parents and Kurt had his favorite outfit, he is very picky about his clothes, you know. And me? I didn't have anything special, the only thing I needed was my family. But after a while this feeling was gone.

The thing I wanted to ask the most was not why we couldn't be alone, or why we moved every few days to another place... I wanted to ask those things too, but I was too afraid to ask them. But the thing I really wanted to know was why my sisters, brother and I sometimes were in pain while we did nothing to gain this.

It is not like I still have to ask these questions, because on that day, all my questions were answered. There was nobody to explain it to me, I had to get these answers myself. That day was the day of my birthday, or you can better say the day my parents died. The day they left me. That was the day that I saw my parents being murdered, right before my own eyes.