Amy POV
"Are you sure?" Mom asks, for the third time.
"I don't know. What if I made a mistake? What if I walk out of here, go to New York, and always wondering why or if I went up there and worked it out." I say confused.
"You can still go up there." Dad says with motivation sugar-coating his words.
"George," Mom says sternly, slapping his shoulder, "Amy, you don't have to worry about the 'what ifs', all you need to worry is about your education and your son."
"Okay," I sniffle, "lets go, if I'm going to catch my flight we have to leave now." We file out and as we're walking to the car, I forget the lock, again. I run back and click it into place, gazing into the Butcher Shop.
I let a single tear go down my cheek. I turn the lock back, unlocked, and run as fast as I can to the apartment. I stand at the door, my head spinning. I turn the knob slowly.
When the door flings open the sight, is so, cool calm and collected. Ricky sits with John in his lap reading a book. Ricky has tears in his eyes.
"Ricky?" I croak. Both of their heads jerk up.
"What are you doing here Amy?" He says with anger. "Your plane left two minutes ago." He puts John on the floor and he takes interest in blocks.
"Uh, um."
"Amy, why are you here?"
"I made a mistake." I look down. He doesn't say anything.
"I don't want this to end, us, to end." I say letting silent tears roll down my face.
"What about me not loving you? What about Clementine? Is she going to be a problem with us? Are you going to put it behind you?" Ricky says.
"Clementine isn't the problem Ricky! I was afraid she was what you wanted. I didn't want to lose you and I was selfish. I broke up with you because I don't feel worthy but I can't hide the fact that I-i love you."
I stutter, I put straying hair behind my ear. He walks up to me and takes his hand through my hair, just like my first year of high school trying to tell him I'm pregnant. I smile.
"I was wrong to say it was because of John. I was so wrong." I frown.
"I love you Amy, and yes, John brought us together but he isn't the reason I love you." Ricky says looking deep into my eyes.
"Ricky, what now?"
"I don't know Amy."
(A/N Guys, this is an edited chapter from my original story on Wattpad, I edited this one which might or might not change the storyline. I will edit the original soon. I will have a copy of my original if anyone is interested in that in the future.)
