My first fanfiction.

Zoey,

I'm sorry I had to leave but I was scared. Not for me but for you. I was scared about what I might do to you because I was close to snapping. I knew that I couldn't stay, I knew that you were scared, deep down, about what I would say, what I would do. But I can't now because I'm gone. You hid what you truly felt deep down under Blackrock, locked away with all the computers and machines and I got angry at you for doing what you loved. And I knew that you loved science and still I said no, but you stuck with me through everything I did until... until you ran I way, no, until I drove you away. Some nights I tried to convince myself that it wasn't my fault but it was. Everything was. I shouldn't have forced you to not do science, I shouldn't have held a grudge against Duncan and Sjin, because that's what drove them to doing what they did. They were scared I would start another war so they had to take action to keep me away. And I hope you can forgive me, Zoey. Please, don't come after me. It will pain you, what you will see, and I don't want to hurt you anymore.

If I had stayed, then I would have cracked into millions of pieces and you would have been left to pick them up, and you might have been cut by the sharp shards of my conscience. Where I've gone, even if I do break then the pieces can't hurt you, or anyone else. They will burn away in the fiery depths of hell, both my body and soul.

Forget about me Zoey, I was a lost cause the whole time. Now you are free to be happy; to do Science. You don't need to do it in secret anymore.

Goodbye, forever,

Rythian

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