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Sequel to Until Tomorrow!

This is a bit of a sad one shot but ends somewhat happy.


Letty's POV

Wednesday

Things had been alright after Dom and I had sorted out our problems after the whole Michelle incident. It had been a month since then and things were finally getting back on track. True to our word we had sorted it out the next day. There was yelling and screaming and I'm pretty sure I punched Dom again but we sorted things out and that was the main thing.

The last time we had seen Michelle was at the races last week six months pregnant wearing pretty much nothing like usual. That night had been good, she'd kept her distance which I had been grateful for and she'd left Dom alone as well.

'Today however was not a good day.' I thought to myself as I lay on mine and Dom's bed staring up at the ceiling waiting for my aspirin to settle in. I'd been cramping and spotting before finally getting my period a week ago then the bleeding stopped after a couple of days which I had been grateful for usually I had no trouble with them but they seemed to be bad this time around. Then this morning before work the pain had started again especially in my back so Dom had made me stay home and rest. I sighed and got up heading to the bathroom as I felt the pressure growing, I closed and locked the door and leant back against the door as a sharp pain ran through me as I clutched my stomach in pain.

"Ahh fuck." I swore as I slid down the door.

"What the fuck?" I said quietly as the pain turned into a dull throbbing, I felt like I'd wet myself and I knew I'd just gotten my period again. I lifted myself off the floor and carefully stripped off before jumping in the shower. Cleaning myself off I got out and I wrapped myself in my towel and cleaned up the mess. Luckily I was home alone as I went into the laundry and rinsed off my clothes and stuck them in the wash.

I quickly got changed and laid back down again still cramping but content with falling asleep for the rest of the day hoping it would be better in the morning.


Thursday

Walking into the work the next day I was still in pain and I felt a little nauseous but not enough to keep me home again.

"Letty you okay?" Mia asked as we sat in the office together going through the paper work.

"Yeah just my time of the month."

"You said that a week ago and you're still not due yet." I gave her a strange look.

"Yeah I know guess I was just early, but how do you know when I'm due?"

"Let we've lived together for years our times are pretty much in sync." I smiled at Mia.

"So what's up? You don't usually have a problem."

"I know it just came completely out of the blue again. I felt really crampy ever since I stopped but then yesterday I just got hit by this sudden pain and started bleeding really heavy again."

"That's kinda odd Let, maybe you should see a doctor." I shrugged.

"I'm sure it's nothing Mia." She finally agreed to leave it alone and we continued going through the paper work punching everything into the computer.

"Give us a hand to lift this?" I nodded and walked out to help Jesse and Dom put the engine in the car. Dom slowly lowered the engine down as Jesse and I guided it into place. Once it was done I stepped back and winced. Frowning instead of going back to help Mia I finished working on the car I'd been working on at the start of the week.

"Hey you okay?" Dom asked as he came up beside me. I looked up and nodded and smiled at him as he leant down to kiss me gently before we continued to work together in silence as the day passed.

When we got home I went to the bathroom to change again and I noticed the bleeding was getting heavier. Shaking my head I sighed and got changed out of my dirty clothes and went to lie down as the pain started getting to me.


Sunday

I winced as I moved reaching across and into the car to fix it. My body felt like it was on fire from the inside out. I had never been in so much pain before my stomach cramps and back pain had worsened drastically since Thursday. Dom was getting edgy about it but I kept brushing him off telling him I was fine and it was just my period, after all thats what it was and what was a doctor going to do about it?

'Man this month's shit was a bitch.' I thought as I shakily put down the tool I had in my hand. I let out a low hiss as I moved the pain rippled through me. Looking around carefully around the garage to see if anyone had noticed me stop, but only Mia had. She walked into the office and then walked back out only moments later. She handed me a bottle of water as well as two pills looking around also as she did so. Again no one had noticed so I took the pills and handed back the bottle when I was done.

"Thanks Mia." I said quietly.

"Jesus Let you can hardly stand, you've never been like this. You can't say nothing's wrong anymore." I nodded and winced.

"I know I don't understand it. What do you think the chances of Dom letting me leave early are?" I asked. She looked over my shoulder and watched as Dom worked with Jesse on a car.

"Let if you tell him how bad you are instead of playing it off like you have been, he wouldn't just send you home he'd throw you out and not let you come back in until you're okay. Mind you even if you didn't tell him he'd notice."

"Mia don't talk so loud." I said as I held my head.

"Let you're really sick. You're so pale you look like you're going to faint."

"I'm fine." She looked at me worrying.

"Letty please you need to see a doctor, this isn't normal and it's been going on for weeks and it's getting worse."

"I'll be fine I just need to rest for a couple of days." I explained quietly as she gave me a look of disbelief.

"What are you two talking about?" Vince asked. I didn't turn around knowing Mia was probably right I did look sick. She eyed me briefly and I begged her silently not to say anything but she shook her head.

"Dom Letty's sick and she won't say anything in order to go home." I tried my best to glare at Mia but the faint feeling in my head was getting too much so I surrendered to the inevitable and leant heavily against the car I had been working on.

I sighed and turned around so I faced everyone. Dom dropped the tool in his hand and hurried over as Vince looked at me worriedly.

"Fucking hell Letty why didn't you say something sooner? You look like death." He said as he stopped in front of me as one of his arms wrapped around my waist holding me up. His hand felt my forehead for a temperature but I could have told him to save him the trouble.

"Letty you're burning up, how long have you been like this?" he asked me but looked at Mia for the answer as he knew I wouldn't give him the real one.

"Two weeks now but she's been getting worse and won't see a doctor about it. She can barely move she's in so much pain." She explained.

"You told me you were fine. How much pain?" Dom asked shocked looking down at me.

"It's just my time of the month, I'll be fine in a few days."

"That's what you said a week ago. You've never been like this you need to see a doctor." Mia repeated.

"I agree with Mia, you need to see a doctor this ain't normal, not for you." He added quietly.

"I just need to lie down." They stared at me before Mia sighed and threw her hands up in the air. Dom shook his head but nodded towards the office.

"Go and lie down in the office at least then I can keep an eye on you. Mia have we got a heat pack or something here?" she shook her head.

"I'll go get the one from home." She said leaving as I slowly made my way to the lounge in the office with Dom following me.

"Baby please let me take you to the hospital." He begged but I shook my head.

"Dom I don't need to go, I'll be fine." I said as I shut my eyes and must have fallen asleep because I woke up to Mia standing over me.

I could hear Dom talking about me in the garage and she bent down in front of me and lowered her voice so the boys wouldn't over hear.

"Letty how heavy are you?"

"Pretty bad I guess, there's just a lot of clots I figured that's why I've been in a lot of pain."

"Letty Dom and I are really starting to worry this isn't normal. Please let us take you to the hospital." I shook my head.

She sighed and gave me the heat pack before covering me over with a blanket. She gave me one last look before she walked out and I closed my eyes and let sleep take me. Sleep is exactly what I needed.


I woke up to a constant beeping noise and a stinging pain in my hand. I opened my eyes and groaned as I realised I was in hospital.

"Hey you're awake." I looked over at Dom who was sitting by the bed.

"Why am I here Dom." I whined.

"Because you took a bad turn Letty and you were very lucky, you should have been in here a week ago."

"Why what's wrong?" I asked.

"It wasn't you're period Letty." I frowned.

"Okay…"


Dom's POV

I looked at her and realised she had had no idea either.

"Letty you miscarried." I said quietly. I had come to terms with it two days ago when the doctor had dropped the bombshell on us. After the initial the shock had worn off I realised I'd just lost something that I never knew I had. At first I was mad Letty hadn't told me but then the doctor had pointed out it looked as if she hadn't known or she wouldn't have waited so long to seek help.

"What do you mean?" she asked shocked.

"Let you were pregnant… you didn't know?" she shook her head and I sighed as I reached forward to grab her hand.

"Doctor estimated somewhere between 8-10 weeks. That early period you got was the beginning of the miscarriage but something went wrong and it didn't finish. It was called an incomplete miscarriage but you got an infection from it as well." I said softly.

"Dom I swear I had no idea…"

"I know, it's not your fault Let."

"How could I have not known?" she asked.

"Let please don't blame yourself it won't do you any good." I begged.

"I'm just shocked. So I was pregnant through the whole Michelle thing?" I stayed silent. I looked at the clock and wished Mia was here but I had sent them all home to sleep.

"Yes. The doctor said stress and the heavy lifting in the garage as well as drinking probably caused it. But he said the stress especially." I said eventually feeling guilty.

"You said it hadn't completed? What does that mean?"

"Letty…" I begged.

"I need to know Dom." I sighed and rubbed my head.

"They had to remove it. You'll still bleed for a little but not anything like you had been."

"How do you feel about it?" I looked up at her as she stared at me.

"I don't know, we both just lost something we had no idea we had. I guess confused and a little angry at myself for putting you in that situation.…Don't worry about me, how do you feel?"

"I'll be fine, like you said we didn't know about it, it wasn't planned….. Don't blame yourself Dom I don't blame you." We sat in complete silence for I don't know how long both our minds in over drive.

"It's okay to be upset if that's how you feel?" I broke the silence.

"yeah a little but I shouldn't be really."

"We'll get through it baby I promise." She smiled.

"I know. So when can I get out of here?" I laughed.

"Not until the doctors are satisfied the infection is being treated."

"So a couple of hours then?" I smirked at her. She hated hospitals with a passion.

"Try a day or two." She groaned and I leant up and kissed her cheek.

"Hey." We looked over at the door as Mia and the boys walked in unsure of how to approach.

"It's okay you can mention it. I promise won't break into tears." Letty said. I smiled as she sent me a smile.

"How do you feel?" Mia asked.

"A little sore but not as much."

"That's good. Um the boys and I have been talking and Jesse came up with an idea."

"What?" I asked.

"I thought maybe you guys wanted to have a …"

"Ceremony thing or something." Vince finished as Jesse struggled with the words. I looked at Letty.

"It's up to you baby." I said quietly.

"Let us think about it." They switched topics and stayed on safer ones just in case.

Letty was released two days later after seeing a councillor about the loss. The doctors and everyone seemed convinced and Letty did seem okay with it, I usually called her out on her lies but I could tell this time she wasn't lying.

"Hey Dom?" She asked as we drove home.

"Yeah?"

"About what Jesse suggested…" I looked over at her worriedly she hadn't brought it up before.

"Yeah?"

"I want to know what you think." She stated. I flicked my eyes from the road to her and thought about it. I was sad about it even if I hadn't known until it was too late, it had still been our baby and we had lost it.

"Honestly I don't think it would do any harm. Maybe not a ceremony, maybe plant a rose bush or something in the back yard?" she smiled and nodded.

"And then we… not forget about it but…"

"I know what you mean Let. After that we won't dwell on it, it will be closure." She nodded and changed the subject. When Letty had gone to bed that night I had told the team and they agreed, Vince had offered to pick one out the next day and I nodded before heading off to bed myself. Letty was asleep when I got in so I just curled up to her and fell asleep.

The next day was probably a little harder to bear then I thought it would be but we made it through and then as agreed we moved on. The first month was a little rocky we were still getting used to everything. We tried not to talk about it and it felt like everyone was walking around on egg shells. Eventually Letty snapped it came as a shock to me as well as the gang. Letty hadn't spoken about it and I never brought it up either so I hadn't realised how much us tip toeing around the subject annoyed her.

"You guys have to stop treating me like I'm going to break at the mention of it. I don't care if we talk about, I don't care I we don't talk about…I just can't handle any more of the worried looks or the hushed whispers." Everyone agreed to stop worrying about it and just went with the flow of things. Everyone tended to the rose bush I think it was there everyone kind of had their moment, I know I did.

Little by little everything went back to normal Letty was doing better she seemed happier again now that the awkwardness of the situation had passed and I was good, I was just glad to still have her. There was one issue her and I had yet to speak about though and I knew it couldn't wait any longer.

"Let?" I asked as I stepped into our room shutting the door behind me.

"Yeah?" She asked as she came out of the bathroom drying off her hair with the towel.

"Can we talk?" She looked at me guarded before nodding.

"Nothing bad I promise." I said as I stretched out on the bed as she came and joined me.

"What's wrong?"

"I was thinking about what the doctor said."

"Which part?" She asked softly. I kissed her head as she laid her head on my shoulder turning so she could see my face.

"About the sex part."

"What about it? Do you want something papa?" she asked grinning at me but I didn't smile back and her face dropped as she realised the seriousness in my words.

"Why do we have to talk about it? Why not do what we've always done and just let it come naturally. Then there's no awkward 'Am I ready?' or 'is this too soon?' questions to worry about." She said softly.

"Are you okay with that?" I asked.

"Yes, I prefer it that way. I don't want to start something and then we have to stop and talk things through wondering if we're ready or not." I nodded and kissed her head again and that was the end of it.

If there was something we took away from the experience it was to use it as a lesson. We paid more attention to signs and warnings.

It got a little harder when we ran into Michelle Tran with her baby one day and it was hard for us both to swallow the hatred and hurt we felt watching her with her kid at the races and in the neighbourhood. If she knew she never said anything just kept her distance, which suited me just fine the less I had to deal with her the better.

Letty's POV

Seeing Tran with her baby had been harder than I expected, it didn't seem fair but as Dom had said everything happened for a reason. I had been dealing fairly well and I was happy with where we were in life and I'm glad she hadn't mentioned anything when we saw her from time to time. Dom was convinced she didn't know after all not many did just the team and Hector and a very small handful of trusted friends. I knew different though it was nothing she did outright or obvious and especially in front of Dom but it was the looks she gave me if I was caught staring at her or the smile she sent me when Dom wasn't looking but she never said it to my face so I learnt to deal with it. We didn't need more drama.

Our sex life had gotten back to normal within a couple of weeks of our talk and we'd been fine. There was one big difference I noticed though, it was that Dom and I rarely fought any more we seemed to be on the exact wave length now and it was a nice feeling. There were no more petty arguments about race whores getting too close or him getting angry when boys came too close for his comfort.

When the one year mark came and went we stuck by our word and tried not to think about it too much. Looking back though we both agreed had we known beforehand it would have been different but we hadn't until it was too late so we left it at what it was and we were happy with moving forward. We didn't talk of the future much we just took it a quarter mile at a time. After all we'd get there eventually.


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