Disclamier: I don't own Yugioh ortherwise about 80% of the characters would be gay, more so than they already are and Atemu wouldn't have gone, actually none of the Yamis would have gone.
This one-shot is dedicated to Bakuragirl02 for Yugioh Yami & Yugi- My will.
It was at that time when you saved my soul by giving your own soul, you tried to warn me but I ignored you and now this?! Why did you have a happy look on your face? Did you want me to suffer like the monsters that I had sacrificed? No. I know you don't want anyone to suffer but I still feel guilty, for him outsmarting me no. He didn't outsmart me I knew what I was doing and, and I still played that card. Its all my fault that your gone but even so when we had been separated in the past I didn't feel like this, a unknown emotion to me. I swear Yugi I will find you and then go back into my puzzle again I, I don't want you to disappear again for my sake.
My precious aibou can you forgive me sometime? Knowing you, you will but as I search for you this feeling gets stronger. I haven't felt like this ever. Yugi? Will you be with me forever or as long as I have still with you so I don't feel this way ever again? I try to smile with the gang again but its not the same, not without you, never without you near me.
I'm so happy that we found you again. Yugi, my precious aibou. Even still we have found you again I have to keep my distance so that will never happen again. It felt like I was bare for all to see. I know I wasn't but without you, I feel like all hope was gone. Every inch of happiness sucked out of me within those few minutes you went… I, I, I'm very happy right now with you and the gang I don't think I'll ever feel like this again. I can feel its almost time for me to go.
You fought well my aibou. You fought me until the end and I'm happy that you can fight on your own but yet I feel strange almost, unneeded. From that time when I said it was nearly the end of the duel, that's what I really thought and I remember I told you that you had fought well but it was my victory and I thanked for trying to set me free but that wasn't the case I…actually wanted to stay but your side at least just abit longer. I could see that you really thought that I wanted go to go the afterlife which I did but my urge to stay was stronger. I told you it was alright because I could see your hesitation but it was your win Yugi, you surpassed me there.
I encouraged you no matter what I truly thought about it. I did meant what I said aibou, if I had won, I wouldn't be on my knees crying, no I would have been rushing over to you telling you it was ok that you didn't win.
Aibou, do you know what was my true regret?
That I never got to kiss you, I now know my feelings. I love you, my precious aibou, Yugi. For now and in my afterlife but I know that it wasn't meant to be no matter what, just keep living Yugi and maybe some day we might be reunited at that's what I would like to think…
