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binge

purge

starve

binge

purge

starve

every day

she wakes and walks into the bathroom gets down on her knees and shoves her fingers into the back of her throat and dry heave.

'there's nothing in there' says the voice in her head

' yeah nothing but fat' says a more sinister voice

'eat' one says

'starve' says the other

'drink'

'purge'

'eat'

'starve'

'drink'

'purge'

she screams and grabs her head the voices continue arguing and telling her what to do. Pain is all she feels she's running on empty but keeps on going, she's broken.

She gets in front of the toilet and purges again, this time she gets something, blood.

She does it again more blood. She falls to the ground, she aches, she bleeds, she wants do die, she wants to beat herself, kill herself, anything to make those taunting voices leave, she's bruised and broken. She purges again more blood.

She's empty.