Dear Ivan
How are you? Are you doing well? Mom and I miss you a lot. Mom has also fallen ill when you left and hasn't gotten any better. She hasn't ate any thing, only a few things her and there. Kids at school started teasing me, and the only one that talks to me is Alan, and grell but thats it. Eric your old friend became a football player and a asshole and ingnors me after he promise to watch over me.. The new kid, William, I like him hes super hot but he doesn't talk to me so hes out of the picture.. but i still think hes hot plus hes amazingly smart, and very athetic. He plays soccer which i only know that because i work to get food because dad doesn't do anything.. Anyways Eric asked Alan out the day after you left. Eric knew you liked him so he took his chanse when it opened up, at least Eric stays away from me and doesn't pick on me. We really miss you, goodbye.
Love, your little brother
Ronald
"Ronald Knox! Pay attenton. This is school not your free time!" Mr. Zink our teacher yelled. He apsalutly hates me, he shouldn't even be a teacher. Nobody likes him, hes a fucking dick, he yells at me for no reason at all, he hates everyone, and he bullys the kids in the class. Mr. Zink was even given a aword for the worse teacher. Mr. Zink shouldn't be a teatcher.
"yes mr. Zink" I said quietly
"Does the whole class understand!" He yelled again.
"a yes sir!" filled the room, then you could singal out a "Mr. wenner sir!"the whole class room filled with laughter.
"ERIC SLINGBY GET OUT OF MY CLASS!" Mr. Zink yelled angerly.
I have to admit it it was pritty funny Eric always has to be a wise guy. "It wasn't me!" He said.
"It was Ronald!" wait what. was he searisly trying to blame me!
"What! Sir i didn't do i-"
"I DON'T CARE BOTH OF YOU OUT NOW!" Mr. Zink screamed angerly. I frowned and left the room with Eric folloing behind me.
"Why the fuck did you do that for!?" I said angerly once the door was shut behind him.
"What? can't take a joke?" He said.
A fucking joke!? He serously thinks this is fucking funny!
"How the fuck is this a joke!? That man hates me as it is!" I yelled pissed to no end. Then suddenly out of no where Eric grabbed me by the Throat , and slamed me into the wall.
"I don't Give a fuck if you're friends with my boyfriend or not, you can't give me shit for making a stupid joke." He said angerly. I tryed to prie his hands off my throat witch only had him grip tigher.
"Eric Slingby let him go this instent!" I heard a formiler vocie yell. Alan came and ran to us once Eric noticed it was Alan he instendly droped me. I just watch as i was coughing and gasping for air.
"Are you stupid! You could have killed him!" Alan yelled and gave Eric a ferm slap acrosed his face.
"Are you okay?" Alan asked gently looking at my neck, and help me to the nures Office.
"hey.. im sry about Eric... he can be a real jurk some times but he does have a sweet side..." he said apologeticly, he also sounded like he was trying to covince himself that his boyfriend wasn't a bad guy.
"you don't have to apologize for him its not your fault." I said. I can't take this shit hole any longer. i just need to sleep for a little bit' when alan left the nusres office i snuck out of the back window and ran home. When i got home i had to snuck im through the back window into my room. I quicly put my letters with the rest.
"Ronald?" Williams vocies rang out.
" ! William! what are you doing here!?" I ask suprised that he was in my house.
"I work with my mom with abby some times" he simply said. so he helps take care of my mom? this is new. I could feel the heat rise in my cheeks.
"T-this is my ho-"
"Ronald? what are you doing out of school?" his mom cut me off .
"I-"
"Are thought hand prints on your neck!?" she interrupt yet again.
"yes, hows my mom?" i asked qucickly changing the subject.
"im Afrad she not doing so good..." She said gently "Im sry. I don't know how much longer she has..." she gently rubs my head. I jus push her hand away and shut my door 'my moms not gonna get better' i mubbled to myself. When my mom dies im gonna be completly alone, No one wants me, no one cares for me, My dad proves that every night.
"Ronald?" i heard william said with a sight knock on the door "I'm sry.. i really am" i heard im say.
"Just leave me alone" i said laying down, and close my eye to let myself drift off to sleep.
When i woke up it was dark out and i heard my dad yelling on the phone i put my head to the door, and listen quietly. he sounded drunk after a few minute he headed tords my room. 'SHIT!' i screamed in my head hopping up and hid in the attic. it was not one of my best hiding place but it has to do. i had a sligh crack in the floor of the attic and look through it. The light im my room came on and my Father walked in.
"Where are you boy!" he yelled sluring "Come on out i won't hurt you." I didn't come out because i knew he was lying and in this drunken state who knows what he would do.. luckly he never found my hinding places no matter how bad the hiding spot was.
"RONALD KNOX COME OUT NOW!" He yelled angerly causing me to jump slightly. I watch as he began liking through my room for me but struggled to find me. then he looked up at the crack in the attic i quckly and quietly backed away i slowly crawled into a box and praded that he doesn't find me.