Rachel laid her head against the window staring at her phone. No missed calls or texts or email. No indication that he still cared, she blows fog along the window writing Finn in a heart she sighs as she remembers valentines day. Just remembering his arms around her made her weep she looks down at her phone, Finn as the wall paper of course and she began to sing.
I still remember the look on your face
lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words of you whispered for just us to know
you told me you loved me so why did you go away?
Away...
She glances back out the window remembering flashes of memories ran through her mind faster than she could stop them even as she closed her eyes
I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms
She walks over to her dresser and pulls out a sweater and pulls it over her head.
But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
She moved her feet pretending to twirl under Finn's arm and suddenly he's there holding her at the competitions and she smiles.
I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did
She smiles suddenly standing beside Finn as he introduces himself to her dads, changes to walking around at six flags, before shifting to the kiss at nationals and seemingly freezing there.
Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions
She sighs as the image disappears sitting on the floor beside the radio her phone in her hands.
And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
She starts flipping through pictures on her phone tears falling from her eyes.
So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are
She wipes her eyes picturing where Finn is.
And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind
She lies back on the floor curling around his sweater smelling him in the fabric.
So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Her fingers touch her lips as she sighs.
Just like our last kiss Just like our last...
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
