The one
A/N: This is a slash story people so since I give you the warning now is your chance to go back.
The song is by The Fray
I´ll put this story after season six
Disclaimer: Don´t own CSI so don´t sue.
"They're two lovers in the night
Waiting on the sun to rise
Passing ships into the night
Under different skies
But you just whisper what you said
One last time
I could have sworn I heard you say
That you are mine..."
Nick´s POV
He´s leaving, he hand his resignation to Cath and he´s leaving, he told everyone that they made him a great offer in a private lab in DC but I know better, he´s leaving me.
He told me a lot of times that he was nobody´s secret, but I made him mine, he told me that he would not live in the darkness anymore and I didn´t believe it, I always thought that he was just bluffing I should known better.
The thing is that I love him, I really do he´s everything to me, Greg became my world, my love, my life but I never told him that and now is too late.
"Faded flowers in your hand
The best that I could do
It's the only way i've had
Of reaching you
I never saw it like you did
Didn't know that it was there
You don't see it in your hand
Until the end
Be the one and only, wait for me
Will you be the only one
Will you be, be the one and only
Wait for me, will you be the only one..."
I love him but I was scared, I was raised to believe that being gay was wrong, but how can love be wrong? I´m not a monster, I´m not a freak, I just love another man, someone that with a smile can make me the happiest man alive, because he makes me feel alive, he makes me feel.
I know I´ll sound girly but screw that when we´re together we make love, we don´t fuck I made love to him and I don´t want to loose that, I don´t want to loose Greg, I love him.
"What if I knew how to yell
What would I pray
What if I knew how to tell
What would I say
I will be the only one
If you say you'll never go
I'll be screaming out your name
From the back of ohhhh..."
I´m tired of hiding my life, my love, out of fear, but I know I hurt him, because he wasn´t scared of loving me he was scared of me hurting him, which I did by asking him to be my secret for so long, we have been together for years now and I think he finally had enough.
I see him looking at me and I want to cry, his big brown eyes are so full of sorrow but love too that is eating my soul.
Cathering looks at me like saying "if you don´t stop him from leaving you´re a fool"and with that look I know that she knows and I look aroud and everyone is giving me the same look, they know, they know and they don´t care, and even if they did what should I care? None of them made me as happy as Greg does, so what the hell I´m waiting for?
"Greg, don´t go"
"Nick don´t do this"
"I love you"
"really?"
" really you´re the one, my one"
"your one?"
"yeah my one"
"ok cowboy lead the way"
"always"
And I kiss him and I hear the cheers, and I´m happy because I found my one.
The end.
