Disclaimer: I own nothing of the twilight sorts except some nerdy merchandise. Stephanie Meyer owns it all, but this is my take on Jacob's thoughts.

I stood there leaning against a tree, watching as he spun her around in his
arms. Her wedding dress flared around her. The vampire glittered slightly
but wasn't bright enough for the humans to see.

I see you standing here

She chose his world. She chose death. How could she? Her heart stopped
beating to me. I was too late.

But you're so far away

Can't she see I would be better for her? Can't she see how much I need her?

Starving for your attention

She just doesn't know what I would do for her.

You don't even know my name

She came to me when HE left. She was broken, only a shadow of what she used
to be. Her smiles didn't reach her eyes. Her laugh was hollow no real
emotion to it.

You're going through so much

I was the only one who helped her. I know she was getting better. I just
know she was.

But I know that I could be the one to hold you

All I ever was to her was the best friend. The kid she made mud pies with.
And I can't do it anymore.

Every single day

She knows I love her. That I want to be more than her best friend, more than
what we were, but I can't anymore. I can't even be her best friend.

I find it hard to say

She always kept me at arm's length. She compared me to him. She wanted me to
be able to share with him, but I couldn't. I needed more.

I could be yours alone

She is going to miss me. She's going to wonder what happen. She's going to
see how much she needed me. Hopefully, it's before he sinks his teeth in
her.

You will see someday

He slowly spun her around into the arms of Dr. Dracula. He was watching her
as he pulled Blondie into his arms. Bella's laugh tinkled in my ears as she
tripped over her own feet. I wished I was the one to catch her like I use to
have to.

That all along the way

I wanted to show her she was it for me, that I was hers

I was yours to hold
I was yours to hold

She was always so shy and I loved that about her

I see you walking by
Your hair always hiding your face

I always wondered how the leech let her go even for such a short time.

I wonder why you've been hurting

I always wished there was something I could say something I could do to take
it away

I wish I had some way to say

He was the reason she was almost killed. He was the one who took her away.

You're going through so much

She just couldn't see that I wanted to be the one who wrapped his arms
around her at night. I wanted her to see that I was here.

Don't you know that I could be the one to hold you

She always seemed to somehow play me off as the desperate best friend. She
couldn't see me as more, how I wanted her to see me.

I'm stretching but you're just out of reach

He always kept things from her, always made her seem weak. He even kept me
from her

You should know

I wanted her to open her eyes to the monster he was, to see that I could
protect her.

I'm ready when you're ready for me

I waited for her, waited till that glow in her eyes came back, waited till
her laugh sounded like her. I waited till she didn't need someone else to
hold her together, but I'm still waiting for the old Bella.

And I'm waiting for the right time

She always laughed off my advances and never seemed to take me the least bit
seriously.

For the day I catch your eye

I'm still waiting till I can tell her, how much she means to me. I'm waiting
till she will take what I need to say seriously.

To let you know
That I'm yours to hold

She wouldn't let me show her that I was better than him. She wouldn't let me
be there for her.

I'm stretching but you're just out of reach

I took a deep breathe, ready to forget her. I needed to forget. I turned
towards the woods and whispered "I'm ready when you're ready for me" under
my breath. Maybe she will change her mind before it's too late.