Blabla of the author: Hi everybody ! I am the little new one of the website. I hope this story, like all the ones I'll write, will please you. I try to respect the nature of the characters, but it's not always easy ... T_T Also, I'm not from any english speaking countries, be nice ! ;)

DISCLAMERS: I don't own Pandora Hearts or his characters. All belongs to Jun Mochizuki. The story is mine. Don't reupload it please.

Note: In any case, it's my first fiction published, so be indulgent, please. If you have read these lines, thank you. We will see each other soon my little kittens ! GOOD READING !


She knew she was the worst person in the world right now. What a shame, to think so when everything smiled at her. God, she was mad! Lots of women would dream of being in her place at this moment, and she, all she dreamed of was to be elsewhere...

She had, besides her, this wonderful man, whom she had known for years now, and who was on the point of giving her his life. But all she hoped that he was another...

She hated herself! Yes, Sharon Rainsworth hated herself. Think of another man on her own wedding day! Imagined that this man who haunted her thoughts - for four years now - could be in the place of her future, and almost, husband. May she be damned for that!

But God she had loved him! And she always loved him so passionately! Yes, she was so deeply in love with him that she was ready to marry the only man who shared her memories of him. And Sharon blamed herself. Terribly. To did this to Reim was horrible on her part... He married her out of love, she married him out of spite... But Xerxes Break never left her thoughts. Like the flame of a candle that refuses to put out. Her big brother Xers, whom she had ended up considered differently as the years passed slowly. Because, and it must be confessed, even by knowing that his double contract was killing him little by little, time passing, and the end never arriving, she had finally considered him as acquired. Yes, her dear Xerxes would remain with her forever... But... it finally happened... He was gone... And with him, her soul and her broken heart.

And he missed her so much... his little half-mocking smile when he tried to hide something, his way of appearing brutally at the wrong moment, his greed, his endless chatters, his petty insults that he threw through Emily... Yes, all of this was missing her... Break missed her.

"Do you, Reim Lunettes, take Lady Sharon Rainsworth to be your wife, to aide her in ruling the Rainsworth Dukedom and to cherish her as your lifelong companion?"

"I do."

If only he was not the one who pronounce these words. Oh, but she was silly! Yes, foolish to think like this. It was not good! It was not fair! Neither for Reim, nor for her, nor for Break by the way...

For once, he would most certainly be angry at her. She had no right to spoil her happiness by thinking of him that way. Not the right, to defile his memory with thoughts as gloomy. What a shame! Him who was always so cheerful!

But behind her veil, hidden in the eyes of all - especially those of Reim - her face revealed all of her true feelings.

"Do you, Lady Sharon Rainsworth, take Reim Lunettes to be your husband and lifelong companion?"

Sharon gently inhaled. No, she really did not want Reim. And in a way, it was not really him that she married, but his memories. His memories of the mad hatter. And she blamed herself for this. And surely, that thing would be so for the eternity that remained for her to live. If Break, in the end, did not wish to die, today, it was her who did not want to live anymore. Because a life without Xerxes Break was not really one.

But she would live for him. And perhaps in their common memories of the blind hatter she shared with Reim, she would find some inner peace.

Then, slowly, almost in a whisper, she replied:

"I do."


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