Began: July 22, 2011 10:30 pm
Completed: July, 22, 2011 10:53 pm
Happy 4th Anniversary.
It doesn't hurt too much to think about you today.
I'm still listening to the same song I listen to every year.
However,
This day has been different from the rest.
I spent this day in
The hospital
Where your last breath
Was held.
Am I torturing myself by being there?
Maybe I am.
Maybe I just want to remember.
The last time I had my world crumble.
The last time I saw momma that way.
The last time I saw your body warm.
The last time I could touch your skin,
With momma's hand,
That held yours.
I don't want to cry.
The hospital staff I met,
They gave me comfort.
Perhaps that's why I decided to come.
To feel a stranger's sympathy.
Baba,
Please visit me in my dreams tonight.
If not, then momma's.
If not, then your son's.
I want to hear your voice.
I don't want to cry.
I remember the promise you told us when we were young.
You cannot fulfill that promise.
But I would gave that promise to have you back.
I don't want to cry.
我爱你爸爸. -Chinese
私はあなたの愛パパ. -Japanese
Je t'aime papa. -French
Te quiero papá. -Spanish
I love you papa.
This is for the fourth anniversary.
Never think your father and mother will be there forever. Hold them close everyone.
