Warning: It will be MALExMALE fanfic. based on anime Durarara! And it will become a HARD YAOI and it will be a really sad story
Couple: Izaya x Shizuo x Tsugaru (I don't think that I will involve Psyche in it)
Plot: After Shizuo's death Izaya becomes a human wreck, but somebody gives him the idea to clone Shizuo. Well... We are in Durarara world, where headlessness is on the agenda, so... He really wants to give Shizuo second life, but the way is long, an there are many bends... So will he get his Shizu-chan back?
"I don't give a shit about what they are actually thinking about this idea!" he shouted madly. That was true, he didn't give a shit if somebody was going to put him in jail, or slice into pieces. He just wanted to get him back; he just wanted to feel his calm breath on his very own shoulder… And they didn't seem to understand him at all! They didn't know what it feels like to have your beloved person, dying in your arms!
The younger one nodded, but the older one… didn't react at all. He knew that they liked the idea! That idea was like a piece of gold for them! But for crying out loud, what was holding them back? Not police, not money, and surely not ethics!
"Stop it! The two of you!" tears felt from his eyes, because he couldn't stand their calmness. "I will do whatever you want me to! Just, please save him!"
"Izaya-kun" the older man sitting in a gasmask knocked his forehead, showing to Izaya that he actually has something on his mind. "First sit down… Listen and listen to us, and then go to sleep. Tomorrow mooring we will talk again, ok?"
Orihara Izaya, the informant, and one who was within the top list of highest IQ in Japan sat down on his chair. Calmer than few seconds ago.
Two Kishitanis smiled lightly, they were the only ones who could help him, and get his lover from Death's grip, and they were aware of that.
"Ok… Now listen to what we have to tell you, very carefully, 'coz it may cost you more than life" Shingen said seriously, meanwhile playing with his pen. But the best friend of Shinra didn't want to step back; he would do everything to get Shizuo back. He nodded and took a cup of tea.
"We have worked a little bit with production of clones, but it is really dangerous… He may suffer, and he may go mad, he may not recognize you; he may become a monster with that power of his… Will you be ready to kill him if it will be necessary, Izaya?"
Shinra put his hand on his arm, to make friend feel a little bit better, but he threw him away, by moving forward, so his hand would slip from his body.
"Izaya… We will have to use both your mind, your body and his" said Shinra carefully.
Izaya started to tremble. Now he slowly got his mind back, now he understood that it might be really harder, than he thought in the beginning.
"Go back and sleep now, kid. We will need you tomorrow. We have to organize the funeral and everything…"
This time he didn't undermine his order… He knew that he should really get some rest, and he had a hope, that when he will be in bed, he will suddenly wake up from this nightmare… Or at least have a dream where he will meet Shizuo and he'll never wake up. On the other hand, he was afraid that the dream that he will have, will become a nightmare, and that it will hurt him even more.
Next morning he woke up earlier than always. Actually, he didn't remember his dream… Just pitch darkness, and that was all...
The first thing he felt was cold bed, and then his crushing heart. But he could not cry… Even though he wanted to, his eyes were still dry as paper in his office. Well, there was nothing he could do.
After two hours of thinking he stood up from the bed. He heard those strange voices from downstairs, where his office was placed, so he put on him just his pants and went down to see what was going on… Since, he could still have some use of this damn place.
Finally he saw it… He saw them playing in his kitchen… Shinra and Celty. And then again, the deep wound in his heart opened while seeing two lovers.
"Stop it! The two of you look like kids… It is stupid…" he said loudly, at the same moment, showing to the world that he was in a VERY bad mood… Actually he had thoughts about killing himself, but there was some hope, so he didn't want to give up.
After they calmed down, he slowly went down, down to the main part of his home and office.
"Izaya-kun, we made for you eggs for br… Argh…! Celty? St-stop it! You're… killing me…!" Shinra started to shout, when a strong arm choked him lightly. Izaya knew Celty wasn't going to actually kill him, so he just waved to them.
"Going out… Don't wait for me…" he said, and the grip on Shinra's neck became softer. After a while, Celty started typing message, so Izaya came over to read what she wanted to say to him.
HOPE YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DO SOMETHING STUPID pause, and then again she started to type. YOU KNOW… HE WOULDN'T WANT YOU TO HURT YOUR SELFE
Izaya shock his head and took one cookie from the plate.
"I just need to think a little bit in peace" he said slowly and tried to smile. "I'll try to eat some sushi and maybe take a walk, but thanks for help."
NO PROBLEM! She replied and returned to torment poor Shinra.
And so he went. Simon made for him wonderful pack of sushi, full of fatty tuna and spicy wasabi, but Izaya could not eat more than two bites. He could not eat or breath eider without his lover. But all the time, he thought about cloning him… Right now it was the only reason why he lived… Maybe not the only one, there was something more… He could not let Shinra pack Shizuo in a pink coffin because it would make the others feel better! God damn it!
