DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA!
Author's Note: For those who do not like Sess/Rin pairing, please do not read this. And be kind enough to not flame, this was a spur of the moment idea…I'm not sure if I should continue. Tell me what you think, okay? Thank you for reading this mini-note.
Blood splattered onto the walls behind as a woman's body grasp desperately onto the male before her. Her chocolate brown eyes held understanding, something that astounds him…even now. "I love you…" was the only words murmured by her before she fell limply on the ground.
A bright light erupted from her body as she closed her clouded eyes for the last time; the brilliancy blinded the man a moment or two before he was able to clear his vision correctly. It shined brightly and soon enveloped him into its warm light almost as though it was inviting him to a freedom of some sort. After a while the radiant light faded into the dark area around them.
The man stared at the woman for a moment as though in a daze and some sort of understanding was held in his eyes. It took him a while to snap out of the trance before walking away with that same passive face on like before. Stepping onto the grassy environment once more, he turned back towards the body in the muddy field.
Staring at her body for a moment, he then turned towards the entrance of the grand palace that held his greater prize… Glancing one last look towards the woman behind him, his eyes glaze over with a hint of sadness before it disappearing as fast as it had come. With that last look he turned away…forever.
Sesshoumaru woke from his kind size canopy bed, douse in sweat and shivered in recognition. It was that same dream again…that same sad dream that haunted him ever since he moved into this house. Leaning his head onto the padded headboard of the bed frame, he thought about all that has happened. He remembered when he was younger…actually; a couple of years ago he awoke in a hospital with no memories as to who he was and where he was. It was actually very frustrating and horrifying experience for him. He was a grown man, and a demon at that but could not even have a hint as to what and who he was until he was inform as to whom exactly he was. He found that he was a owner of the Youkai Inc. known world wide for its high technology and out of the world inventions. Another fact he learned was that he was also the daimyo of the western regions of Japan out of royal birth, and he was responsible for all that is his. Since he lived a very private life before he lost his memories, no one knew as to how he lived his life before hand. He also learned of his past relatives; his father who was once the greatest daimyo of the West has been deceased for some time now, he took two women to be his mate. One of those women was his mother, who was a full youkai while his other woman was a ningen and she gave birth to his half brother, Inuyasha. He knew that he didn't like his brother as well, since he's been hearing a lot about his hatred for ningens and hanyous.
He had also found out his brother was a rude and obnoxious little mutt, whose loud mouth doesn't match the size of his pride. While his wife on the other hand was the complete opposite of him, kind, sweet and caring but a little spit-fire too when she had to be, in order to contain her wild husband anyways.
They were quite shocked at how he lost his memories, but from what he heard from them. He didn't seem like the 'nicest' man on the earth; in fact he seemed like the biggest and evilest increment on the planet. He felt kind of upset for what he did before but took it all in with a passive face even though his emotions raged war within him and his head begged for rest. For some reason his expression never changed, no matter how much he wanted it to or will it too. It was rather disappointing to find that he was such an emotionless guy. If it weren't for the fact his sister-in-law said something about a certain woman in his life, he would have never had any hope as to how he really was like in private.
FLASHBACK
Sesshoumaru's eyes gazed eerily at them as he nodded his understanding; his gaze though he didn't mean it was rather cold and very intimidating. Scaring the wits of Kagome but when he was about to leave she couldn't help but want to at least give him another clue as to who he was before. So she called out to him, "Sesshoumaru!"
He turned his attention onto her now as she called him, she smiled warmly at him and for some reason his eyes seem to flicker with a certain recollection of some sort. A picture of a woman popped into mind right away, her lips curved into a similar smile being offered to him now but he could not make out her eyes… She had that smile of warmth and it was beautiful too…but for some reason when he saw it, he felt a touch of sorrow and regret hit him like a ton of bricks. It wasn't until his sister-in-law called to him that he woke from his reverie. "Excuse my rudeness, please continue."
She smiled and nodded as she then said, almost as though her voice was in a whisper, "If you want to know more about yourself, go to your old house. It's the one that resides in the western regions of Japan and in the mountains; I'm sure you'll fine your answers there. I wish you the best of luck when you go there, Sesshoumaru; may peace be with you."
END OF FLASHBACK
Sesshoumaru didn't see what she was trying to hint at then, but as time passed by in this huge magnificently built traditional Japanese home; he found that she was actually giving him hope. Hope that nothing will go wrong in his journey to find himself, and from everything he's been seeing in his dreams. He knew for a fact he had never been a bounteous or sympathetic person either. It was tragic to see how abhor he was to other beings other than himself and those he deemed worthy of his respect. And as of lately, he's been having recurring nightmares about a woman…from what his instincts tell him. She was beautiful, but he was never able to make out her face; it was always clouded in his visions. He saw her luscious pale lips that were ready to be kissed by him, and he also saw her graceful nose that was perfectly placed on her face…even though, he never saw a glance at her mysterious eyes.
Eyes that seemingly haunted him in his dreams…deep chocolate eyes, they were all he see in his nightmares after the little gorgeous scene of a cliff and a breath-taking sunset. Those eyes haunted him, flashing at his face and mind. Over and over again they repeated themselves in front of him, blinding his vision and dominated his mind as though it was god itself. He hated the feelings he get when he see those eyes…those heart warming brown eyes that begged something of him. He couldn't place it, but he knew the woman. The only question now was…who was she? There were no pictures of females in this huge mansion, only those of the previous ladies of the daimyo's. He saw his mother's picture as well as Inuyasha's mother, both was gorgeous to the boot but none fitted the image in his head. The days grew long and soon became unbearable, had it not been for the historical books within the library he would have left this place.
The books contained the past events that had taken place here in this mansion, from who had owned it and when to what they did and how they ruled. It was all there, but he found no books that had spoken anything of him. I guessed he must have not ordered one to be made as the other previous daimyos before him did. So…he searched on, one day in his room though he found himself searching for something one night. It was an urge of some sort to seek out the item in question…almost as though it was natural for him. He walked straight to his back walls, he pushed against them revealing to him a passage way to the unknown. He's never seen this place before but it so reminded him of déjà vu, he knew this place since as he stepped foot in here his body has been moving in its own accordance.
It was hard to see but with his ultra senses, he was able to see well than any ningen would. It seemed like forever as he walked in this atramentous hallway until he finally reached his destination…or so he believed. Opening the doors ahead of him, he soon came face to face with the most unnatural place ever.
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