This all takes place after TDWT where Duncan is announced as the winner and the after show. Courtney is there for some much needed closure and Duncan is completely thrown back by this so hope you like it. This is my first fanfic so really looking forward to feedback on what you think.
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"What am I doing here?" Courtney asks for what felt like the umpteenth time. She was in the back stage dressing room of Total Drama Aftermath. "What am I going to say?" She asks aloud and sits at the nearby vanity and looks at her reflection, she has changed a lot in these few months. Her hair was no longer in its straight primed bob style she was known for, but in a long curly waves that reached to the middle of her back. She used minimal to no makeup so all of her imperfections where clear to see from her small freckles to her oily nose. She had hoped that He won't mind her new appearance, a small part was hoping that he loved it as much as she did.
CLICK. Her heart stopped when she heard the door open "Good evening Courtney" she heard the voice of the world's most annoying host. "God dammit Chris, you scared the Hell out of me" She said turning to face him "Sorry miss sensitive just wanted to make sure you were ready for your big 'conversation' " he put air quotes around conversation, he has made it clear from the beginning what he felt about my request for closure "It is really just a conversation about some much needed closure, and I will be having this conversation in private" she said stressing the word private, she had to be sure Chris wasn't going to pull any tricks and turn her emotional vulnerability into a circus act. "Yeah, your lawyers made it clear no cameras in this room or on you" he replied "and?" She asked "No camera in the walls I got it, geez you used to be more fun" He replied sadly. She smiled triumphantly she may have changed somewhat but she was still the girl that could strike fear into a grown man heart. "Well anyway wanted to get into your head just find out what you're thinking, and have some girl time" He pulled up a chair next to her. "Ugh like I want to talk to you" she replied "Come on you need someone to talk to after all you're about to meet the man that broke your heart, on national Television and cheated with the girl who you thought was your friend. And after all that never apologized or even took a second to think of you, and here you come all this way just see the man that crushed you" He poked all the right buttons and watched as her nerves slowly get the best of her. "Leave now" she said in a deadly tone "Right on it" Chris chuckled knowing that he had just finished the set up for an amazing show.
CLICK. She heard the door close and felt herself tremble with anger "No I'm not going to do this not now, I came here for closure not for a fight." She calmed down and maintained her resolve. "Just say what you need to say, and hear him out" she repeated her mantra over and over trying to put her therapy to work. "Just stay calm" she said turning back to her reflection. She looked in her eyes trying to instill the confidence she had before this nightmare of a show shook her core, and before a certain boy broke her heart. She tried to put the fearful Courtney face back on trying to trick herself into believing she was a confident as she was back then, but all she saw was a brokenhearted girl trying to hold onto to her dignity and sanity. "What am I doing here?" She said putting her head down in defeat.
