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(1949)
"A lobotomy?"
Lobotomy, no Al wouldn't let them do that to me?
"Yes, the hospitals surgeon thinks it will benefit your brothers case."
My case, no Alfred say no!
"I, I don't know."
Yes that's right say no please Al, please!
"Its the only way, your brother couldn't handle what he saw in Germany, this way he wont even remember it, he'll be his old self again, good as new."
NO! shut up! I won't! NO!
"Is this surgery safe?"
No, it isn't they hammer ice picks through my eyes! Alfred please!
"Of course it is, he'll be out of the hospital the next day"
But it won't be me!
"And he'll talk again?"
I'm talking now can't you hear me!
"Possibly we won't know for sure"
I am talking!
"But there's a chance?"
ALFRED!
"Yes there is a chance."
NO!
" . . . . .Okay, when will it be done?"
No, Alfred No please! how could you!
"We can fit him in now its a simple procedure."
No, please I'll talk, see I'm talking please no I'm fine!
"Okay . . . . bye Matt, I love you, please get better."
Alfred I am better, I'm better, I'm better.
"Please wait in the lobby mister Jones."
No Al, don't leave me with him, Al!
"Is the electroshock ready?"
oh god!
"Yes doctor"
No take it off my head I'm fine!
"beginning"
No! it hurts! stop! please! Alfred, Francis Arthur help me! Alfr-
" the operation was a success."
(2011)
"I remember during the war Matvey was a great fighter, spirited, strong, so much like you Alfred, what ever happened to him?"
The Russian man spoke with arrogance, he knew why, every one knew.
"Shut up you commi bastard"
"Oh have I hit a heart string?"
He kept prodding deeper into the subject.
"I said shut up ass hole!"
"I was just wondering why Matvey changed so much, he used to come and have "visits" with me."
A lie, to provoke the other, or to stroke his own ego?
"No he didn't, you shut the fuck up now!"
The American was fuming.
"Or what, you'll stick ice picks threw my eyes too?"
A chair screeched across the floor, the room was silent, the American was gone.
The Canadian was shaking with tears,
No one moved to comfort him,
No one heard his sobs,
No one knew,
No one ever knew.
An: Okay so I'm currently studying the history of psychology methods, and we just finished covering lobotomy's, I strongly suggest people research this surgery. I did not depict Matthew's mental stability of after the surgery correctly, because I didn't want to wright him as a vegetable. I was deeply disturbed by this subject and I was actually quite traumatised for a few day, I couldn't get the procedure or the after effects out of my head. I wrote this story as a cooping mechanism for me, so I'm sorry if it didn't make sense or didn't flow well, this story is for me, so I can move on with my daily life. Thank you.
