This is a fic based on one of my favorite songs. Enjoy!

I don't own Hetalia, unfortunately

I try my best to ignore the voices in my head, but they just don't go away. Then again, neither do the deep scars that mark all the times I've been hurt and abused. Though I've tried to forget, the horror lives on inside me. Nothing's ever the same…

Memories that fade away

Have not left their mark

But you live on every single day

In many different ways

I always end up thinking of my past. And the past was not pretty. I was harshly beat up by a few other countries, and they always got away with it. They did this all because they wanted me to say that I loved them. In return, I told them that force isn't going to get them anywhere. Unfortunately that never works…

It's the truth between his cunning lies

That hand him his suspicious alibis

Persuading with you force

Will never be the way

To our destiny

It's like all's been lost. Like a curse that can't be lifted. It seemed that no one knew all the evil and hurt that was going on.

Suddenly we've lost the force

To close our cursed doors

No one seems to realize

The wolves are in disguise

For many years, I've been strong. I've handled whatever they threw at me. But a few times I couldn't continue…I nearly gave up. But there were two things I didn't lose hold of: hope and faith. I endured the pain and pushed on, not allowing them to take away my freedom. The only thing worth all the times I've shed blood.

Your engine was so strong

But the road was just too long

Hope is not the end

So never lose the faith

As long as we can stay

they can never take away

Our freedom, the most precious thing we've ever had

The reward from all the blood we've ever shed…

Eventually I was able to escape. As a survivor, I liberated myself from rule. But that wasn't the end. I still had to find truth in my story. And that had only just begun. I'll be searching, and I'm not going to let force get in my way again. Not this time.

His quest for higher truth

Life of eternal youth has just begun

In spite of being on the run

Many virgins wait for him to come

Persuading with you force

Will never be the way

To our destiny

Our destiny…..

END

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Oh, by the way, the song is Safeguard to Paradise by Epica.