"I want to start by letting you know this because of you my life has a purpose you helped be who i am today I see myself in every word you say"

I was sitting there with the gun in my hand. Thinking if I should end it. But I think of you and stop myself. You are my purpose to live in life.
" Sometimes it feels like nobody gets me Trapped in a world where everyone hates me There's so much that I'm going through I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you."

No gets what I'm going through. I feel as though everyone hates me. I am going through so much right now. But thanks to you I'm still here.

" I was broken I was choking I was lost This Song saved my life I was bleeding stopped believing could have died This song saved my life I was down I was drowning but it came on just in time this song saved my life"

I'm in so many pieces. I couldn't breath with all this emotion inside of me. I couldn't find my way in life. I was bleeding from the hatred.
I stopped believing I could be saved.

" Sometimes I feel like you've known me forever You always know how to make me feel better Because of you my dad and me are so much closer than we used to be"

I swear we've know each other for more than a lifetime. You know everything about me and how to make me feel better. Because of you, you helped me and my dad get back on talking terms. Were closer now.

" You're my escape when I'm stuck in a small town I turn you up whenever I feel down you let me know like no one else That it's ok to be myself"

You can help me forget the world when I'm with you. I go to you when I'm upset. You told me that I should be myself because if I'm not I will lose myself even more.

" I was broken I was choking I was lost This Song saved my life I was bleeding stopped believing could have died This song saved my life I was down I was drowning but it came on just in time this song saved my life"

You helped me so much in life. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here now with a family. You made me stronger.

" You'll never know what it means to me. That I'm not alone That I'll never have to be"

You mean so much to me. But you will never know. You made me feel like I'm not alone which I thank you for. I never have to be.

" I was broken I was choking I was lost This Song saved my life I was bleeding stopped believing could have died This song saved my life I was down I was drowning but it came on just in time this song saved my life I was broken I was choking I was lost This Song saved my life I was bleeding stopped believing could have died This song saved my life I was down I was drowning but it came on just in time this song saved my life"

Thanks for saving me. I now have a beautiful family because of you. The kids say they love you alot. I remarried again. I think you would like her. Her name is Alexa. But you will always be my number one in my heart. I'm sorry about what happened. I Love You.

R.I.P. Stephanie King Loving friend, sister, saver, mother and wife.
Died from leukemia Will be forever remembered and loved.

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush. I don't own This song saved my life by Simple Plan either.

A.N: I love that song. Its soo beautiful. Help everyone who needs someone. Be there for them Just so you know its mainly about Carlos and the person helping him is Stephanie.
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