Prologue

I sat on my bed looking at my brothers gray eyes. He didn't look happy one bit. I figure he wouldn't be happy. Even I was a little disappointed. However it wasn't my fault.

He never told me to stay away from that party.

He never told me to babysit my sister.

HE NEVER SAID HINATA DON'T GO HAVE SEX!

Yet even though he hasn't told me… I still feel disappointed in myself.

I closed my eyes and glanced down at my denim blue capris. I didn't want to cry in front of my brother.

I flinched when I heard him clear his throat. As if his throat was going to turn into a gun and be aimed at my head.

"Hinata, I thought you were smarter than that. I see I was wrong. I hope you would have to be the one to tell father." Neji said as he turned to leave my room.

He was right I too thought I was smarter than that but who I was fooling. I just wanted to fit in.

So I went to that dumb party just to fit in. Cynia (oc) my best friend even warned me to stay in the house. However I wanting to fit just over ruled her words.

I wish I would've stayed in the house or go out with Cynia.

I could feel the warm tears burn my eyes. This can't be happening to me. I slowly pulled myself fully on top of the bed and curled up.

That's when I heard my cell phone vibrate. I sat up quickly to see Cynia calling me.

"Hello" I asked softly asked.

"Hinata-chan would you stop sulking and come on, it's time for that stupid field trip to the theater of time. Maybe this will take your mind off things." Cynia yelled from the other line of the phone.

I sat up quickly and glanced at the time, "The field t-trip starts at 1:30 pm, it's only 12:45 pm. Cynia I w-would like to spend this time alone without other c-company."

I could hear Cynia sighing. "Hinata! You don't even know who you had sex with and I'm sure they don't know either. I'll see you in 10 minutes."

I gasp at how blunt Cynia was but I knew she was right. Even though I would never know who took my first and will be my last.

I felt my lungs tighten and the air slowly fade out my body. When did it become so hard to breathe?

I heard Cynia end the phone line and I slowly placed my phone down on my pillow. I tried to swallow the spit that was supposed to be in my mouth.

Yet there was none there to swallow. I stood and made my way down stairs. I peeked around to see if Neji or Hanabi was in sight. However no was down stairs.

They must be in their rooms. I grabbed my umbrella yellow jacket and ran out the door. I knew my keys were in the pockets of the jacket.

I stuffed my hands in my pockets and tried to hide my face as I rushed over to Cynia house.

*knock**knock*

Cynia open the door wearing a button down white dress that stopped mid-thigh, green leggings, and a pair of nicely bright pink boots. Cynia long curly red hair was wrapped up in a messy bun.

I couldn't help but envy her soft chocolate complexion and golden eyes that made her look like she was the goddess of fire or something.

Compared to my pale skin and ghostly pearl eyes, long plain navy blue hair, and a fat body with no curves to look nice, I was nothing compared to my best friend.

Cynia frowned and pulled me into the house. "Hinata-chan you look cute and innocent. Everyone has their own styles now stop being self-conscience. I saw how you were looking at me and knew what you were most likely thinking."

I gave Cynia a soft smile, "I always l-liked how you could r-read me like a book."

Cynia smiled, "I know that's why we are best friends."

I watched as Cynia grabbed my hand and the keys. She pulled out her house and locked the door behind her.

I turned to look at her as she locked the door and turned around to face me. "Where a-are we going, Cynia-chan?" I asked frowning.

Cynia smirked, "To the store for some snacks. You know Kakashi-sensei said that we can bring snack since we didn't have to go to school. We only had to attend the stupid field trip."

I strolled beside Cynia as we made our way to the corner store. She held the door for me as I strolled in and smiled at the warmth of the store. I mean it was late October. So any warmth was good for me.

Cynia strolled in the chips ail. I walked on the other side glancing at the candy bars.

"You're such a baka! I told you I didn't feel like wasting my money!" a deep voice said as the ding of the store bell went off.

I felt my eyes move to the intruder. I gasp lightly; it was no one other then Sasuke Uchiha. The royal heir of the Uchiha clan and one of the most known people in my school.

I bit my lip as I glanced at the boy on the other side of him pouting.

"Sasuke- teme shut your mouth! Besides you know you be hungry in the middle of the day." A light cheery voice said.

Naruto Uzumaki, the young boy of the Namikaze and Uzumaki Clan. He was the very opposite of Sasuke Uchiha. There was a rumoring around school that Naruto's father went to jail for being a huge drug lord.

I sighed and felt my lungs tighten again. I never admitted to no one but I always had this lingering crush on that sunshine boy.

Those blue eyes that make you want to laugh at the ocean and sky for being so dull. That blonde hair that stoles the sun light and that sun kissed skin that complimented his personality.

I turned to head back to around trying to find Cynia. She was in the cooler section looking for something to drink. I stood beside her without moving or speaking. I didn't want to disturb her concentration.

"I'm going to get a drink baka. Stay away from the sweets." Sasuke said as he approached our way.

I fidgeted a little but kept my gaze on Cynia's back. She knows how to handle boys better than I do.

"Cynia, why are you here?" Sasuke asked Cynia as he stopped leaning against the cool glass.

Cynia glanced up from the shelf, "Sasuke shouldn't you be in your custom made kitchen with your 54 chiefs cooking for you."

Cynia placed glared at Sasuke as she grabbed a sprite. Sasuke glared at Cynia form, "Baka dragged me here before the trip. It seems you had the same idea. Besides cheap people like you have it easy. Everything is just…..cheap….My life is too expansive for you to handle."

Cynia pushed past Sasuke and went to the counter. I rushed after her keeping my gaze down at my purple flats.

Naruto stood behind us waving Sasuke over. Sasuke sighed and quickly grabbed two ice teas.

Naruto grinned at Cynia, "Hey Cynia! Didn't you know had the same idea we had?"

Cynia pulled out her wallet paying the guy 3.75 for 6 bags of chips, 2 honey buns, and 2 can sprites. I couldn't help but glance at how much junk Cynia got.

Cynia grabbed the bag and grabbed my hand as if I was some little child.

"I don't want to see you two extra then what I really have to see. I mean I go to school with you too goof balls." Cynia said pulling me out the store with her.

Sasuke scoffed, "Yea, go take your girlfriend before she faints."

I stood still and gasp; I could feel my lungs completely stop working. I felt my body become stone as Medusa gaze struck me straight to the soul. IS that what people really thought of me whenever they saw me with Cynia.

I know I was always around her but that was because she was my best friend and my only friend….OMG!

People would think that. Cynia is always holding my hand and leading me around as if she is the dominate female in the relationship.

I felt Cynia hand release mines.

Cynia stood in Sasuke's face, "You sure got a lot of mouth for a guy that be getting done in the butt by his boy friend. I mean even if Hinata was my girlfriend she better then you. I can't see how Naruto can handle you."

Naruto gaped, "W-Wait Cynia that was uncalled for. You know I'm not gay! Now Sasuke I don't what he being doing in his-"

"Shut up Naruto! I be getting more girls then you do! Cynia, you should go back overseas. I never met an American that was so loud mouth!"

Cynia placed her hands on her hips, "I ain't loud. I just like to speak my mind in a clear stern way. Besides you got your personal speaker right behind you! So why should I leave and Naruto's your number one yeller."

I bit my lip to stifle a giggle. I watched as Cynia came back to me and was about to reach for my hand but froze. She must've known why I stiffen up when Sasuke said that.

"Hinata you don't have-"

I grabbed Cynia's hand and smiled softly, "I don't m-mind Cynia. You're just looking o-out for me."

I glanced past Cynia to meet Sasuke's gaze. He gave me a blank look but turned his head swiftly. Naruto on the other hand smiled at me and waved good bye.

I bet neither of them knew me. They just knew I was a Hyuuga. I sighed but then felt Cynia hand gentlely squeezed mines.

I smiled at her and she returned the smile. Cynia began to walk toward the school. She pulled me along gentlely.

She took a different route then what Sasuke and Naruto took.

I just hope this field trip clears my mind from everything. I mean I did still feel sad and a little light headed from that party two days ago. Plus the major fact that I gave my virginity to a complete STRANGER!