Bella and Edward were sitting on the bed talking about having another baby it had been about year since Bella had a miscarriage she locked herself in their room and would not talk to anyone other than Edward, but she still really didn't talk. She just cried herself to sleep every night and all Edward could do was hold her and whisper sweet nothings in her ear till she cried herself to sleep. In the morning she would get up with a head ache plus a sore throat from all her crying and screaming she would because of the nightmares she had since the accident.
Alice and Rose would come and sit with Bella when Edward was at the hospital working since Bella was a writer and had two books out already since she was in the accident. Before the accident, she was working on her third book, but after she lost her baby, she stopped writing.
She told Edward that she was ready to try to have a baby and that she had stopped taking her birth control at the start of the month, but since they hadn't had sex since then, he was not mad that she didn't tell him.
Edward was really worried that if something were to happen again because he didn't know how Bella would handle it since she did not do to well the first time. Edward told her that if she did not want to be home alone that they had enough money in the bank that he could stop working till after the baby came and she felt all right. He also told her that they could get a SVU and that she did not have to drive till she was ready.
She just started to cry because she was so in love with her husband and that he was also ready and was willing to give up his job to stay at home with her because she was still so broken from the accident.
They made love that night and on Sunday they were going to tell everyone that they were going to try to get pregnant again, and that Edward was going to take some time off from work to stay home with Bella through the pregnancy. They asked Carlisle to be their doctor because he is the only person that Bella trusted.
Everyone was happy that they were going to try again. Kate, Rose and Em`s one year old daughter, was sitting on Bella`s lap with her head in the crock of Bella's neck fast asleep. She loved her aunty Bella and whenever they were over, she would go to Bella right away and not leave her side until they had to leave, and if Bella was in a bad mood, Kate would go over and crawl into Bella`s lap and play with her hair. She did it every time and it calmed Bella down right away, even when I did it she would calm down right away.
She still really did not talk much though. When we were with everyone and Kate wasn't in her lap she would sit on my lap with her head on my shoulder she would talk every once in a while, but that was about it. At dinner she wouldn't eat a lot and it had me worried.
After dinner we were all sitting in the living room when all of the sudden Bella jumped up and ran to the bathroom and i could hear her getting sick. I jumped up and ran to the bathroom were Bella was throwing up like there was no tomorrow and I kneeled down next to her and held her hair and rubbed her back and started whispering in her ear. When she was done she fell back into me, too weak to move. She looked very pale.
I called Carlisle in to the bathroom, where I was sitting up with a moaning Bella on my lap. Carlisle told me to take her in to his office and I did as I was told. When Carlisle came in he had his bag and a needle along with a couple vials for blood so that he could run to the hospital to check and see what was wrong with her.
Emse came in with a glass of water and said that Kate was out in the living room crying her eyes out. I told her to bring her in and she could sit with me until Carlisle came back from the hospital. Rose brought Kat in an she sat on my lap and played with Bella`s hair. A couple minutes later Bella was fast asleep.
Rose and I were trying to think of what could be wrong with Bella. I got to thinking and remembered that she had stopped taking her birth control at the start of the month so I called Carlisle and told him to test to see if she was pregnant. I started running through how Bella had been feeling as of late and how she had been sleeping a lot, saying she had headaches but hadn't gotten sick. But when you are pregnant you don't always get sick.
I was really happy and really worried at the same time because of the way she had just got sick and so weak i know that's not normal.
Carlisle was back within an hour. Bella slept the whole time he was gone.
I whispered in her ear that she had to get up. She slowly opened her eyes and groaned from the bright light that was coming through the window. She gave me a small smile and moaned as she rubbed her head. She put her head no my chest.
Rose got up off of the floor and sat down next to me and rubbed her back. She sighed and snuggled into my chest.
Carlisle kneeled down in front of me and took Bella`s hand. He took a deep breath and looked both of us in the eye and told us that Bella was pregnant.
Bella broke down to tears i rocked her until she stopped and she looked at Carlisle and asked him if he was sure. He said that he ran the test twice before he left to come tell us.
She looked at me with tears in her eyes she had wanted this so much.
Carlisle and Rose left so we could talk. She looked at me and asked if I really meant what I said about not working anymore and staying at home with her.
I told her that I would do anything to make her feel safe and happy. I asked her who she wanted to spend the night with her since i had the work the 10 to 7 shift and she said that she would just stay here and sleep in my room if it was ok with Emse. I went to sit her down but she wouldn't let me go so i picked her up and walked down stairs.
Everyone was in the family room watching a movie so I sat down on a chair and she snuggled into my chest and closed her eyes. I knew that she was still tired so I asked Carlisle if she could stay here for the night and he said that it was okay and assured me that he would take care of her.
When we knew that she was in a deep sleep, Carlisle said that he wanted me to bring her in tomorrow so he could run some more tests to see why she was so weak and tired with these really bad headaches because it was not normal.
I told him that I was fine with that and I would bring her in the morning and if she would let me I would go and talk to Dr. Aro about me taking a leave till Bella felt safe home alone.
But with everything that has happened in the last year, plus I think that this might be a high risk pregnancy and if it is I want her on bed rest the whole pregnancy, I don't care if she hates me for it but I am not letting anything happen to her or our baby.
I can't see her go through that again; it hurt her to much. I mean fuck she did not talk to me for a whole month. I will take what she throws at me but I will not let anything happen and if Dr. Aro will not give me my leave like I want, I will quit. Bella and I have enough money in the bank that we don`t need to work, plus if she keeps writing her books then we will be more then fine, she just can`t tour.
I understand and we will all be here to help and if you want, right before she is due, you guys can stay here. I want to know how Bella wants to have the baby but if she is a high risk case i want her to have a C-section no if`s and`s or buts.
I laughed at that. Bella started to move around on my lap and I was rubbing her back. I looked down and she looked like she was in pain. I asked if she was ok she told me that her head hurt and she started to have trouble breathing.
I looked up at Carlisle and he nodded and went to start the car. Alice told me she would go to our house and get Bella some sweets and my Cullen hoodie and would also get me some jeans. She would also grab Bella's soap and stuff just in case.
I just nodded my head at her and was watching Bella`s breathing.
Carlisle came back in with a blanket to wrap around Bella so she did not get cold.
She asked where we were going and I told her that Carlisle wanted to run some tests. She just put her head back down on my shoulder and closed her eyes again.
Em and Rose were going to call Charlie for me so i did not have to worry about that, too.
Carlisle came back in and said that the car was warm and he had already called the hospital to let them know that we were coming in. I walked out to the car and sat in the back seat. She snuggled in to my lap and started shaking from it being so cold out, so I wrapped my arms around her tighter.
She looked up at me and gave me a small smile. I kissed her forehead and then she put her face in my neck and started groaning from her headache. I just watched her the whole car ride.
When we got to the hospital one of the nurses were outside with a wheelchair, but I knew that Bella was not going to let me put her down and she would only let me and family into her room.
When we got to the room Carlisle closed the door and told the nurse that he was going to take some blood work then she could take it to the lab for him.
He put an IV in her arm the whole time all she did was hide her face in my neck and I smoothed down her hair. When Carlisle was done hooking up some fluids he drew some blood and took it out to the nurse to run to the lab. He then went to get all the paper work so I could fill it out and not have to leave Bella's side.
When he came back in Alice was with her with all the stuff that she got from the house for us. I helped Bella sit up and I put her hoodie on for her.
