Jonathan stared at the wall blank. His eyes wandered onto his obessesion, his love, his only, whom was not aware of his feelings. A small smile appeared on Jonathan's face as he etched the other man's face into his mind. He watched as the other man laughed & joked around with the other guys & sighed wishing he was there. He avverted his attention back to the wall. He felt a rip inside his chest & inhaled slowly. The breath was painful to swallow.

If only.. he thought.

He was plagued by dreams of the other guy embracing him, loving him, just being there. He shook his head at the silly thoughts. All the other past relationships were so...abusive. Jon always felt like he was great at falling for the wrong person each time. But this one was different. Much kinder, nicer & just unique. Jonathan slightly frowned.

"Hey Munky!"

He looked towards the voice calling his obession's name. It was Markus. Markus came up behind Munky & hugged him. Jon turned his face again & looked out the window. It hurt him to watch the love of his life being touched by someone else & not him. He exhaled deeply & shut his eyes & started humming.

" 'Ey Fag!"

He shot his eyes open when he felt stuff being thrown at him. The group of guys near Munky sneered & laughed.

"Haha, you hit the faggot." Markus lead.

Jon narrowed his eyes & shifted in his chair.

"Goddamn what the hell is wrong with people." He felt humilated as the guys kept going on with the cruel treatment of him in front of Munky.

Jon tried his best to ignore them. His face reflected hurt & irritation. He tried closing his eyes when he heard his name.

"Jon?"

Jon slowly turned his head to be met by the eyes of his obession. Jon immediately turned red.

"Yes..?" He swallowed he lump growing in his throat. Was Munky here to tortue him too or ...?
Munky softly smiled & picked out a paper piece from Jon's hair & threw it away. He put a hand on his shoulder & sat next to him.

"I'm sorry about those guys. They're a bunch of asses."

Jon couldn't help but turn red & feel his face fluster.

"No it's okay. It's not your fault. It's...mine."

Munky giggled.

"It's not yours either."

Jon's heart was racing & he was resisting the urge to smile & jump on Munky. His chest was swelling with such a weird but happy feeling.

"M-my bad James.." Jon whispered & slightly turned his face away.

Munky took Jon's hand & gripped it.

"Call me Munky."

Jon inhaled excitingly.

"Well ... Munky... Um, maybe you should get back to your friends & all.." He pointed at the group screaming at Munky to come back over.

Munky shrugged.

"Ehhh, fuck them. I'd rather sit here & chill with you."

Jon blushed more but then frowned.

"That's nice of you ..but...I'm a 'fag'...Why would you wanna stay here with me?"

Munky slightly pouted. He leaned in closer to Jon & placed his hand against his face, pulling him closer to himself & suddenly pressed his lips against Jon's. Kissing him deeply. Jon's eyes widened in happiness & shock. They didn't break the kiss until they stopped to breathe.

"Maybe because I'm a 'fag' too. But we can both be 'fags' together." Munky joked but with sincerity.

A huge smile appeared on Jon's face. Munky smiled back at him & embraced him. Jon embraced him back tighter. The pain was fading as Jon sunk deeper into Munky's arms. His obsession..His love.