Soooo... I wanted to try a songfic, please don't flame me if it's bad, my english isn't the best. XD Anyway, all flames will be feeded to my pet dragon so if you hate yaoi/ boyslove/ whatever it's called turn back now!
To all who are still reading, enjoy!
~Soulkeeper
Legend of Zelda Four Swords
ShadowxVio
Gone forever (Nightcore/Three days grace)
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life
Vio knew he had to destroy the mirror. But he couldn't for it meant that Shadow would fade away from this world. And he couldn't ignore his feelings for the dark haired Link. He stayed up all night, staring at the mirror. The walls were casting shadows around him and he thought about the time they had spent together on missions, their dinner in the hall, just them. How he saw him smile a real smile for the first time, not an evil one. The surprise about it on his face made Vio smile too.
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying
Denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
After they won against Ganon, they wanted to stay separated as four. So they did. Soon, Sheik joined their group and Green and him were both head over heels for each other. Vio had to think about Shadow, saying to himself that he didn't miss him at all. He was gone, there was no way to bring him back. His heart ached every time he tried to convince himself.
Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life
It was a year after their win against the evil and the others were worried about him. The violet Link spent his time with street fighting and reading every book in the entire kingdom. When they asked him what's the matter, he said: "I'm fine." He was. Vio tried to forget about him, his Shadow, the person who meant the world to him. He missed him, but was also glad he couldn't see the betrayal in his eyes.
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying
Denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
He knew he lied to himself, denied that he loved the red eyed man, but it was for the better of him. It helped him staying sane.
First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be
So much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever
Shadow hoped to find a way back to the light world. The shadow world sucked. You had to fight or risk getting eaten by some creatures. All he had were his memories, memories of Vio. They seemed to be friends. Then he betrayed him, and said to him that he would be forever a hero. Shadow should have known he didn't feel the same way, should have known that the violet clad hero would leave him. He hoped that Vio saw that he was a hero too. He hoped that the other missed him like he did. But he knew that there wasn't a chance to get to the other world. He was gone forever.
And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
Vio tried to find a way, he was very desperate to find one. His books were long forgotten, he had read all books in the kingdom which he could get. One day he knew what to do, it was clear to him. If he couldn't bring him back, he had to come to him. He tried suicide. The other Links found him in his room, wrists slit open, blood staining the bed sheets. Red fainted at the sight. They brought him to a healer and saved his life. Red was sobbing four days and Blue was very angry for this. But he didn't scream at him, he said nothing. Just gave him an angry glare. Green and Sheik cared for him the next two months, watching him so he wouldn't try it again. Vio knew he made a mistake and was glad that Shadow couldn't see him in this state.
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying
Denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
It had been two years since they fought Ganon, two years since Shadow faded away. Vio read one of his books in the shadows of a tree in Zelda's large garden area. His friends were still worried about him, because he never spoke, never said a word. Vio felt better now, accepting that his love was gone forever and never coming back. It still hurt, but he told himself he didn't miss him. It was better to think he didn't miss him at all, than thinking how it was his fault he was gone.
