I'm sorry
I can't be the girl you deserve.
I can't be your everything.
I'm trying to stay strong for you.
I'm trying to stay strong for me.
Slowly I rip at the seams
as I strive to be
everything I know you want.
I'm sorry
I'm not the prettiest.
I'm a complainer.
I can't accept a compliment.
I can't fully trust.
Failing is what I'm best at
and I know you need more.
I'm sorry
I have scars.
I have issues.
I'm trying to do better.
I'm trying to do whats right.
Every time something is good
it's taken from my sight.
I'm sorry
I'm scared.
I'm worried.
I can't accept life.
I can't handle this.
Losing is what I do
and I wish I could do anything for you.
I'm sorry
I know I'm not perfect.
I know you want to leave.
I'm coming to terms with reality.
I'm accepting the truth of what's mean to be.
A breakdown is coming on
you're worthy of so much more.
I'm sorry
I'm not good enough.
