I'm sorry

I can't be the girl you deserve.

I can't be your everything.

I'm trying to stay strong for you.

I'm trying to stay strong for me.

Slowly I rip at the seams

as I strive to be

everything I know you want.

I'm sorry

I'm not the prettiest.

I'm a complainer.

I can't accept a compliment.

I can't fully trust.

Failing is what I'm best at

and I know you need more.

I'm sorry

I have scars.

I have issues.

I'm trying to do better.

I'm trying to do whats right.

Every time something is good

it's taken from my sight.

I'm sorry

I'm scared.

I'm worried.

I can't accept life.

I can't handle this.

Losing is what I do

and I wish I could do anything for you.

I'm sorry

I know I'm not perfect.

I know you want to leave.

I'm coming to terms with reality.

I'm accepting the truth of what's mean to be.

A breakdown is coming on

you're worthy of so much more.

I'm sorry

I'm not good enough.