My problem used to be that I was extremely lazy when writing. I had a lot of ideas I thought of as good and decided to get them down as fast as possible to get to the next one. Actually looking back on in it now my initial drafts, I suppose you could call them that, were better than anything I had after I made changes to them. I don't know if it was how indecisive I was or that my thoughts tend to drift a lot, but I always looked at something as if it was just wrong, so I went through them over and over again changing things that didn't need to be changed.

I want to at least start over and actually change my goal with this story. Which in the beginning was me trying to make the character as OP as possible, which I suppose I did. I just wasn't satisfied with it I guess. Now I guess I'll have to find that out won't I.

My whole take away from this now is to actually focus on a goal, on what I want to do.

What I want to say is I made a mistake with this, and now I'm going to keep it up as a reminder. So, when I finally get to it I want to make this into something I can be a little bit proud of and satisfied with.