Deep in the forests lies a girl with no place to go. Her name is unknown to most but there is one group who knows even her darkest secrets. All that is known about her is that she has the body of Aphrodite and the musical talent of Apollo. No one knows where she came from. Never had anyone laid eyes on something so beautiful yet so tainted. Outsiders who have caught the slightest glance at her and said that her eyes glow red, like she has been crying all the time or she is thirsty for their blood. Her grace puts a majestic horse to shame. But never has anyone seen her hope filled smile. This is the story of a broken girl whose life was never supposed to be.

Life. Something everyone takes for granted. Can't they see that they're wasting away worrying about how others see them instead of how healthy they are or if they're happy with themselves. But I'm not the one to criticize. I'm doing the same thing they are doing but worse. I am denying myself the right to freely express myself and am a slave to what others think of me and who they think I am. I can never be my true self ever. My life will always be filled with sadness. But it is not my job to be sad. I am nothing but a physical form of beauty nothing more nothing less. I can never say what is on my mind. I am a slave to the media. But despite all my sadness there is calmness. I don't have to think for myself. Everyone makes the decisions for me. I cannot be blamed for my actions. My entire life is planned out for me. Nothing will change.

Living as a model might sound easy but it is hard work. You either have the look or you don't. I have always had a look even when I didn't want to. So I can never deny if I do want to do something. It has always been this way. Kira-sensei has always been there for me, protecting me for what I fear the most. I have stopped the feeling sad a long time ago. I stop feeling anything but fear. Here is my main motivator. I will do anything not to be afraid. Running away is my life. Giving false hope is my job. There's no place for me in this world. But I'm just too afraid of disappearing.

The wind feels so good. The seawater sparkled in the sunlight. The rays of sunlight make everything look like we're on a beach in Hawaii. The site was amazing for the fact that we were still in Japan. It was quite a sight indeed. If only I was in here for work purposes I could relax and bathe in the sunlight. I wish Camus would stop looking over me like I'm a lost child. It isn't just him, all of them, reiji won't stop joking around while I'm trying to work, I have to redo so many poses I swear I get so many cramps, Ranmaru scares off everyone around him, it takes forever to find the people who need to work, but the only one I can't really complain about is Ai, he doesn't talk much that every single as female onset is squealing about how cute he is again takes forever to get the job done.

"Reiji, can you please stop fooling around? It is really hard to concentrate all you are doing whatever you are doing over there," I asked in my sweetest voice.

"Hibiki you need to relax, whoever we are supposed to meet isn't here yet," Reiji said smiling.

"Well if you couldn't tell by all the cameras and people working, I still have work to do. Kira thinks because we are at the beach it is a perfect chance to get more pictures of me in a bathing suit on the beach."

"Right to a hook your fans and make the female ones jealous as hell," snorted Ranmaru. Why does he have to do this? I rolled my eyes and walked into the changing room and stared at the frilly pink two pieces lying on the counter. I sighed. I put bathing suit regardless of what I thought of it. I tied my blonde hair back with a matching pink ribbon. It is amazing how my hair can feel so soft even after it took so long to get my hair to get it to this blond. Putting on my makeup seemed pointless. It never matters what I wore or put on. Pink was never my first choice for a color but it is what the mass media wants so I guess I have to. Tarte was always their first choice for makeup. Of course they chose the lip stain in amused and the lip gloss in 40 winks. I'm glad they wanted just a sparkling nude eye for this shoot. I walk out of the changing room.

"Here comes the Barbie doll~" Reiji cooed at me. Again I rolled my eyes and walked right to where the tide reaches. Still had to wear high heels even on a beach.

"Can you guys behave just that for a bit while I do this? That fast I get done with this the faster we get to do something else OK?" I asked but NOT to my surprise they weren't even listening. I sighed and got into position. The photographer took some pictures of me just airing at the sea, pretty cliché you ask me. We had to constantly stop so I did get unstuck from the stand. Who was great idea was it to wear high heels in this end. I glanced over at reiji and he is trying to keep a cupcake away from Ranmaru! Why don't they ever behave? No matter how they trying this I try to get my work done they always seem to mess something up!

"Reiji! What are you doing? Stop teasing Ranmaru! Just give them the freaking cupcake! This is at the time supplying we can play after I am done! Why do you always have to do this!" I yell at them.

"You know what? I can't do this anymore. This is just too much. I'm too stressed out. I can't do anymore today. I am going to get changed. I'm so sorry for the inconvenience. Can we continue doing this another day one that they are not around? Again I am so sorry," I apologized. I walked back into the changing room and changed back in to my skinny jeans and t-shirt. I opened the door to the changing room and it has seemed all hell had broken loose.