Hiiii okay, umm, I don't even know if anyone will read or like my fanfic lol, but umm if you are reading, hi and thank you :D lol, I decided to write this fanfic because I really love Vampire Knight, despite some of the strange twists in it, I still am quite fond of it. And I just wanted to write this in celebration of Christmas!! Yeeee :D and also that I have officially graduated from high school. And those of you haven't read the Vampire Knight manga, you may not understand some of the things I mention here, but still please read :D and please review if you like and wish me to continue :D

It had been a just over a year since Yuuki began living in her old home with Kaname. They lived peacefully together, despite Yuuki's refusal to collect blood for herself, only using Kaname's as her food source.

Yuuki sat alone in her bedroom, staring at the floor, with her usual miserable stare. Kaname had often left her to attend to business, leaving Aidou responsible to keep a watch on her, much to Aidou's grief.

Aidou had been trying to teach her the history of vampires, and intended to leave her with thoughts to study about, but Yuuki never seemed to get around to studying much, even though she was curious about many things.

She would always wait for Kaname's return.

But recently, Yuuki had been thinking about her old human life. She always thought about it, but this time she was more pondering on how she felt towards Zero.

After having a recent encounter with him at the council ball, she couldn't help but be hurt over his cold attitude towards her now. She can't help what she is.

Zero had been her good friend since they were young. How could he let go of all their memories together?

Yuuki let out a sigh, "I didn't think seeing Zero would bring back so many memories and feelings." She mumbled to herself.

She had been wondering all night if her feelings towards Zero were enough to take control over the ones she had for Kaname.

She didn't want to let her feelings and emotions for Zero to get in the way of her relationship with Kaname, but deep down in her heart she couldn't deny it.

Just as Yuuki was about to mumble more things to herself, she heard footsteps echoing down the hallway of her home, becoming closer and closer.

Yuuki's ears pricked as she sat up straight and alert for a moment. She hoped that Kaname was home, but why didn't she pick up on his scent?

She slumped again at that point; the scent she was picking up was obviously Aidou.

A few seconds later, Aidou entered the room.

"Yuuki – Sama?" Aidou wondered as he glanced at her.

Yuuki looked up, "What is it Aidou – Kun?"

"N-nothing." Aidou said, quickly shaking his head, "I was just checking on you. I lost your scent for a moment there and it scared me a little, because you know, if I had left you out of my sight Kaname – Sama would have killed me, and for a moment there I thought you had -" He laughed, before noticing Yuuki's breeze messed hair, and bear feet.

"Gahhh!" he cried, throwing his hands up in the air. "Yuuki – Sama!! You didn't go outside did you?" he howled, zooming to her side to scan her arms, hands, legs, and feet for any signs of injuries.

Yuuki looked away from Aidou's distressed stare, "Only for a little while." She said.

"Yuuuuuukiiii – Samaaaa!!!" Aidou whined, before a red mark on Yuuki's hand caught his eye.

"GAHHH!!" he gasped. "You've cut yourself! Oh Kaname – Sama is going to step on me if he sees this!" Aidou fretted.

"Don't worry," Yuuki said, taking her hand from Aidou, "I'll just tell Kaname I cut it myself."

"Yes, he'll know you cut it yourself!" Aidou cried, "From being outside when I was meant to be watching you!"

"I'll take the blame," Yuuki said reassuringly, trying to calm Aidou down, "Kaname can't stay mad at me for too long." She giggled.

"Yes. But he can stay mad at me." He mumbled.

"Don't worry so much Aidou – Kun, it doesn't even look like I've been out, I'll just brush my hair," Yuuki said waving her hands, "And my legs didn't even get dirty." She added, pulling up her dress slightly to check if she had become dirty, causing Aidou blush and immediately turn his head away and stare at the wall until Yuuki was finished.

"But Yuuki – Sama, if Kaname – Sama found out about this, I would be -" Aidou explained until he was cut off,

"Found out about what, Aidou – Kun?" Kaname asked in his monotone voice, his concerned stare curiously wondering what they had been hiding from him.

"Uh!" Aidou stuttered nervously, "N-nothing Kaname – Sama!!" he lied quickly.

"Onii – Sama!!" Yuuki cried, jumping to her feet and rushing to Kaname to dive into his arms.

"Yuuki…" Kaname said, fondly looking down to her.

"Welcome home." She smiled, burying her face into Kaname's coat.

Aidou watched them for a moment, being all mystical and lovey dovey to each other, before sighing with relief that perhaps Kaname would be side tracked and forget about what he was hiding from him.

"So, what were you talking about before, Aidou - Kun?" Kaname asked Aidou.

"Dammit." Aidou cursed to himself, "Oh, nothing Kaname – Sama, I was just…leaving." He said forcing a smile, attempting to get past Kaname and exit through the door.

"Aidou." Kaname said, unimpressed with Aidou's actions.

"Let him leave, please Onii – Sama." Yuuki begged, staring cutely up at Kaname.

Kaname let out a sigh. He couldn't refuse Yuuki's adorable face.

He let Aidou pass, and with that, Aidou zoomed out the door and down the hallway in a sweat.

"What was he saying to you Yuuki?" Kaname asked.

"Oh, nothing Onii – Sama." Yuuki giggled, making her way over to her bed, then sitting on it.

Kaname watched her, "You must try to stop calling me that, Yuuki." He said. "You should be calling me Kaname by now."

"But you're my Onii – Sama." She smiled sweetly.

Kaname smiled slighty, "Well, you've cheered up a lot." He said, now moving over to the bed to sit next to Yuuki.

"Mm." Yuuki agreed. But she just acted that way, deep down she was hurting, and regretting ever seeing Zero those few nights ago.

"So," Kaname began to make conversation, "What have you been doing tonight? Studying?" he wondered.

Yuuki gave a small nervous laugh, "Of course." She lied.

Kaname shook his head slightly, until he noticed the scent of Yuuki's blood.

"Yuuki." He said, "You're bleeding?" he wondered.

Yuuki quickly hid her right hand, "Uh, no." she said quickly.

"Yuuki, please don't lie to me." Kaname said seriously, gently taking hold of Yuuki's hand. "How did you cut yourself?" he asked.

"I umm…I'm not really sure, I accidentally did it I suppose." Yuuki smiled, nervously rubbing the back of her head.

Kaname put her hand to his face, and began to lick the remainder of the blood.

"Umm…Onii – Sama." Yuuki blushed nervously.

"Hmm?" Kaname wondered, as he finished with her hand.

"I was just thinking," She said quietly, "When will we start to…you know…?" she asked, causing Kaname stare at her curiously.

"Start to what, Yuuki?" he asked.

"Umm…you know…make love?" she managed to force herself to say, before blushing even more and hiding her face under her hair.

"Oh." Kaname said, flushing a light pink as he glanced away for a moment, then back to Yuuki.

"Try to enjoy your innocence while you can, Yuuki." He said, before pulling her into a hug. "For now though, you must rest." He said, lightly kissing her forehead, then getting up from the bed.

Yuuki blushed more. She couldn't believe she had just asked that, but she needed to flood the thoughts of Zero from her mind.

Kaname made his way to the door, before exiting.

Once again Yuuki was alone. Back to where she couldn't hide from her thoughts.

She tried sleeping, as Kaname had suggested, but that did not seem to work, she just laid there, awake, thinking about Zero.

"I can't help it." She finally said to herself before sighing, "I have to see Zero."

As you can probably tell, I love Kaname LOL and I'll admit, I am a bit of a perve LOL sorry, but its okay!! I'm a girl LOL. Sorry if it seems rushed, I just wanted to put up this chapter to see what you thought. Thank you for reading. Please review if you liked it and wish me to continue it, because if I don't have any reviews, I wont know anyone likes it, so please comment. And also, please if you review, please tell me some of your thoughts on what should happen, whether you think Yuuki should be with Kaname, or if she should be with Zero. Thank you :D love love!!