AN: Post-series babbling from Shion's PoV. Wanted to write it forever ago, and didn't. Written because Shion is a human, just like the rest of us. Enjoy~
Nezumi, I really did mean what I said that day. There is not meaning to a world without you. There is no meaning in my world. There never has been. Not when I'm not with you.
I'm doing my best while you're away. I am trying to rebuild the city so that it can be a place you'll come back to. So it won't be No.6 anymore. I'm trying so hard. Because I know you'll come back, and I want you to be proud of what I've done.
But it's difficult, Nezumi. I miss you so much. I miss you, and I don't know when I'll see you again. I just want you back, Nezumi. That's all I want.
The world seems so dull without you. Even mom has noticed there's been a change in my behavior. But I can't seem to fix it. The only thing I want is you. You're the only thing that's missing, Nezumi.
I trust you. I trust that you'll keep your promise. That's the kind of person you are. But can't you come back just a little bit sooner? Isn't there some way you can do what you need to, so you can come back to me?
I don't know who I am without you, Nezumi. Those months with you were the one time in my life I really felt like I was living. Like I was doing something worthwhile in my life. It was a life worth living, despite the hardships. Despite the uncertainty. It was because you were there.
It was because you were there that I was able to learn so much about myself. The kind of person I am. But I'm afraid I'm going to lose track of him. I already did once. But you brought me back, that time. What's going to happen if you're not here to bring back who I am?
Nezumi, I miss you so much. I still don't really understand why you left. I know you'd be scolding me now. But I can't help it. I just want you to come back.
Maybe one day I'll understand why you left. Maybe one day you'll tell me.
But please, Nezumi. Come home soon.
