Logan and I were taking a break together after the tour, we were on a train at the moment speeding through Russia, we wanted to try and see as much of Europe as we could fit in before we had to go back and begin filming for the show in 3 weeks.

Our next stop was Moscow. We had decided to slum it in bedsits each night rather than the choice of expensive hotels. Much to Logans disapproval, but he went along with most things I said to keep me happy... He was good like that.

As I sat next to him staring out the window of the train watching the heavy rain fall, I felt a brush against my hand.

I turned my head and saw Logan smiling at me, there was only one other person in the carriage that we sat in, and she was asleep.

Logan again brushed his thumb against my hand, just this contact alone made my dick rise in my pants, I could see the delights knowing what he was doing to me twinkle in his sexy brown eyes.

I raised my eyebrow to him. He knew I was off limits in the public eye, last thing we needed was a gay scandal for the band.

I think Carlos was the only one that maybe knew Logan and I had been fucking each other for the last 3 months, he noticed Logan had a boner once after we were play fighting on the tour bus... Which ironically enough was how I realised Logan liked me more than he should.

it brought a smile to my face as i remembered...

We were sat on the bus, it had just gone two in the morning, James and Carlos were safely tucked up in bed on their own bus and Dustin was pretty much passed out with some drunken red head who had her long leg dangling down from his bed.

I beat Logan again on the WWE smack down game we were playing.

"dude for fucks sake, how do you keep winning?" He asked with a grin.

"I'm the wrestling champ Logan... I'm unbeatable" I replied sarcastically.

"I bet your shit in an actual wrestle though man" Logan said taking his shirt off in preparation to kick my ass WWE style. "your a scrawny fuck" he added.

"fuck it... I'm gonna pin you logues" I said laughing.

We moved the table to the side of the bus to give us some space to actually have a "safe" wrestle.

When we did get down to it, I found it more funny than anything, but Logan was taking it very serious.

He was chucking me around and I banged my head against the floor as he pinned me.

I enjoyed the roughness, Logan had no clue I was in to guys too, it took all my strength to keep my stiffy down as he pressed his bare chest against my back as he held me to the floor... I kicked out, I wasn't gonna let him win easy.

"fuck! Kendall!?" Logan said as he slammed to the floor as I kicked his foot from him.

"sorry dude" I said holding my hands up in the air as an apology. I didn't mean to bring him down so hard, last thing we needed was for him to break a leg at the start of the tour.

Logan then grabbed my arm... Fucking set up! he pinned me chest down again with one of my arms pulled right around my back. It fucking killed.

"tap you fucker!" I heard him say.

I had no choice, I tapped out and let him win. Logan let go of my arm, he stood up and I turned around, resting my back against the cold bus floor, I rubbed my arm that Logan had just tried to pull from its socket.

That's when I saw it. Logans cock trying to escape his jeans as it grew hard in his pants.

He knew I had seen it.

"is that for me" I said with a smile still laying on the floor trying to catch my breath from the beating he had just given me.

Logan just looked at me as he stood in front with his hard dick protruding, and his bare chest heaving in and out as he too caught his breath.

He carried on just looking, I guess he was wondering to make a move. "sorry dude" he muttered then turned away and tried heading off to his bunk on the bus.

I sat up fast from my laying position on the floor and just managed to grab his hand before he was out of reach.

Logan turned, his head hung in shame as he looked at the floor.

My heart pounded in my chest, I'm sure he must of heard it. Once I had done this there was no going back... I could see Logan was thinking the same thing, but I stood up. I was only slightly taller than him but I nudged his face up with my knuckle so he had to look at me.

I saw his cock twitch in his pants at the tension it felt, now he knew what was about to happen.

"you wanna fuck me?" I asked with no emotion in my voice, just incase he said no I could play it off as a prank.

Logan didn't say yes or no, he just gave Dustins bunk a look to check he was asleep. Then pulled his face inches to my own.

I felt my own dick get hard now. Then I went in for the kill and kissed him. It was rough at first, Logan almost hurt me, he had it in his head that I was filth, making him do this, but really he wanted it just as bad as I did.

"Logan fuck me" I said as I pulled away.

Logan continued staring at me, but he undone the buckle on my belt and yanked my pants down. "you want me to fuck you? Your gonna regret that!" he said, then pushed me to the corner of the bus. He undid his own trousers, I caught a glimpse of him as he gave himself a few strokes with his hand as he spat on it.

I held my own dick tight. I felt near to cumming and Logan hadn't even come near me yet.

I then felt his hand push down on my shoulder as he forced me over the seats on the bus.

My eyes widened in shock as I felt him insert himself in my ass. It hurt but it felt so good. I tugged on myself as Logan built a good rhythm up, I couldn't tell if this was his first time with a guy or not.

"oh shit! Fuck me harder!" I called as I really got in to it after he eased his way in, Logan had one hand on my hip helping him with his rhythm, and the other gently pulled at my hair.

"I'm gonna split you dirty little ass in two" Logan breathed out as he forced himself in me further, I came in my hand from my own tugging and the feel of logans cock deep inside me.

"oh fuck! I screamed out as I felt another climax be inflicted in to me. Logan then thrust himself deeper in me as he called out in ecstasy. He filled my rim with his hot creamy juice, as he pulled out from me I could feel it drip out. He rested himself on me for just seconds before he got back up.

Logan put his cock back in his pants, he then looked at me as I pulled mine back up. "fuck Kendall... What have I just done?" He asked looking almost in shock. Now his head was thinking for him and not his dick, he looked filled with regret.

I took his hand in mine, he tried to let go but I held tight. "I want this" I said.

"your gay?" He asked.

I shrugged, I liked girls but I had had a lot of fun with some guys in my time.

"are you?" I asked.

"I dunno man... This is fucked up" Logan replied.

The only way I could think of to make him feel better was to kiss him.

He tried not to, but his lips soon joined in, this time was softer than before... Seductive almost, his tongue swept in mine, allowing me to play with it. Letting him know how I felt through my kiss.

I slipped my hand in his and felt Logans smile against my lips.

"Kendall this is really fucking with my head" he whispered.

"but does it feel right?" I asked.

"yeah... Yeah it does" he whispered again and pulled his face in nearer to sample another of my kisses.

As I finished reminiscing about the night Logan and I first got together I smiled to myself even more. He was so different now with me to the barbarian he used to act like, I hadn't told him that I loved him yet, although I did, I honestly did. he had said it once to me when he was drunk but it never got spoke of again.

"what are you grinning at?" Logan said as he still slyly rubbed his thumb on my hand.

"nothing... Cant wait for this train to stop" I said.

"what are we doing when we get to Moscow?... Tonight I mean" he asked.

"club?" I replied.

"its gonna be hard to keep my hands off you" Logan whispered.

"what, when I'm all sweaty from dancing and its dripping all down my body" I teased.

"fuck!.. Your a cock tease Kendall" Logan laughed shaking his head.

"mmm I know" I said as I glanced at the sleeping woman then kissed Logan on his neck, he moved his head to one side to allow me further access.

"I'm gonna suck your cock dry tonight!" I whispered in his ear.

Logan smiled as once again I saw the twitch in his pants that let me in on the secret that his sexual frustration that I alone caused him was peaking to new heights.

I held his hand for the rest of the train journey. Once the woman woke up I let go, she probably had no clue that we were famous, or who we were, but there was a chance she might, so we remained being secretive even though we weren't in our home country.

Once we arrived at our bedsit we both laughed. It was awful, so not what Logan and I had become accustomed to, I wasn't even sure the lock worked on the door. The room made me feel on edge, not safe.

"well this is... Different" Logan smiled.

"its different all right... How long are we here for?" I asked looking around at the peeling wallpaper and the yellow ceiling.

"only two nights then its back on the train" Logan replied.

"good! This place gives me the creeps, I think a hotel will be coming our way after" I said giving Logan a weak smile. I looked at the time, it had just gone 8pm, it still rained heavily outside, and there was a cold draft coming in through the window.

Logan scanned through a tour guide map that he had grabbed at the train station. "here you go... This is were we are going tonight!" He said thrusting the map in my face.

I looked at the caption "удовольствие"

"what the fuck does that say?" I asked.

"its the name of a night club..." He said standing up from where he sat in a wooden chair "and it translates to mean 'pleasure'" he laughed and stroked my dick in his hand as he came towards me.

"pleasure huh?" I chuckled.

"mmm pleasure" Logan grinned as he placed his hand in to my pants and worked on my dick, making it rock hard.

I felt myself relax as Logan dropped to his knees infront of me, the feel of his warm mouth surrounding my cock was almost too much... Maybe tonight wouldn't be so bad after all.