a glimpse of eternity

a/n: this is for the guy ive been secretly liking for i guess a year? haha. well, he makes my everyday complete by giving me my daily dose of spazzes. i don't know if he knows me but who cares? He doesn't know i like him so...QUITS! haha [im NONSENSE MOST OF THE TIME]

[erzaXjallel]

There were children playing, running like there's no tomorrow. There were people constantly passing by, going to and fro as if she wasn't there.
And there she was, strolling to an endless unknown destination.
It has been a week since her team had their mission, and since then her usual busy and in control life started to go into tangles. No, she did not envy Natsu and Lisanna. No, she's not jealous of Gray's obvious affection to Lucy. And, worse, no, why would she get mad if Happy and Carla are... She shrugged. She just feel empty. When she was younger it never occurred into her mind on what would happen if ever she would not get married. But the pairings they had made her realize on how unworthy she was to be loved.
Was it a sin to be considered as the strongest woman for her not to be loved by any man?
Was being feared already an enough reason to stay on the border line of friendship?
Was her temper bad enough to shove away possible lovers?
The red haired warrior sighed. What was she thinking? It's not like that she severely need such attention and emotion, she just needed a spark to warm her empty and lonely heart.

Eyes down, she continued heeding to her endless conquest. Several pairs of footwear became her only guide in order not to bump or get hit by other individuals. The warm afternoon wind blew, sending shivers into her spine. Wrapping her hands on her arms, she looked straight to where she was going. Then it came, like a thief on that lonely night, stealing her once most prized possession but now remained but a luggage ready for disposal.

Hungry twilight brown orbs met those empty ebony. And if it was of any consolation, he did hold her gaze, she thought. If only time would freeze and hold those two empty souls on such position; but the world continued to revolve and Cinderella needs to wake up.
The sky blue haired guy continued walking, while the brunette stood still, finally releasing her breath, heart pattered like crazy as if it was about to get out of her chest. She could still feel his stare though she knew he's now half kilometer away.

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Then it happened. Once in a blue moon as it seem, her lips curled unto a smile. A satisfied one, that is.

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Funny may it seem but yes, he perpetuated immediately into our heroine's dull life. He indirectly trespassed and broke her most prize possession- her DEFENSES.

e/n: we've met again.