I know, I should be working on my one-shots, but I just couldn't resist to write this down on black and white.

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Kai's POV

I was walking down the street and heading to my favourite shop, Card Capital, simply because of one and only reason. I wanted to see my sunshine again. My mouth corners twitched a little from the excitement, but I wasn't afraid to show emotions anymore, because he showed me the right way. I looked up at the sky to see the shinning sun and the white fluffy clouds covering half of it. I felt the warm breeze and it was like my feelings were transferred into my surroundings.

"Hey, Kai, good morning!" said the familiar voice of Taishi Miwa behind me. I stopped in my way and waited for him to catch up with me. He greeted me like always with a wide smile and a light punch on the left shoulder. This was almost our morning routine by now. I would be lying if I said my shoulder didn't hurt from the punching, but I wouldn't want it any other way.

"Card Capital?" I said strictly. I didn't need to say any additional words, since Miwa understood me just fine. He nodded and we both continued our way to the shop. Miwa was one of the few people, who actually knew me. He was also the first one to notice, how my behaviour changed in the last couple of weeks.

"So, excited to see your boyfriend after being two weeks apart?" asked Miwa, giving me that idiotic smile of his. He liked to tease me about it, but then again, I might or might not be amused by this. I indeed missed him, when I went to visit my relatives in Tokyo. It has only been two weeks, but in my opinion it seemed to me like two decades.

"He's not my boyfriend, Miwa."

"Well, soon to be boyfriend," replied my blonde haired friend. He wasn't my boyfriend, even if that was maybe my deepest desire. I never showed or told him, but I always cared deeply for him and I wished more than once that he would feel the same way about me. He could be easily mistaken for a girl, however, I don't really think he is sure about his sexuality yet, since I struggled with it just a few months back. But no matter how feminine he might appear, when he fights, he's one of the strongest warriors out there and I respect him for that. I still cannot believe that one person in one body could change me so drastically.

We soon enough reached our destination and I could feel the excitement more than ever now. The sliding door was the only thing keeping me away from him. In the matter of seconds I would see his cheerful smile again and his sky blue eyes, which made me always happy. Miwa pushed me forward, since I just stood there and stared at the entrance. That Miwa, he never changes.

"Hello, everyone!" said Miwa after he came in right after me. His cheerfulness disappeared as soon as he saw the scenery in front of us. His eyes grew wide and he even let his jaw drop a little. It almost seemed like a TV show. I glanced over at the counter to see Tokura also shocked. I just silently looked away, since what was there to look at anyway?

Aichi Sendou was kissing Kourin Tatsunagi in front of the whole audience in the shop.

I could tell that it bothered Tokura very much, but I just walked over to a nearby table and sat down. I looked at Miwa, who was still like stunned, and gestured him to come and sit too. There was no reason to be shocked, really. A boy and a girl had feelings for each other and decided to make it a relationship. What's so strange about it? I could understand Tokura, since I noticed she had a little crush on Aichi, but Miwa didn't have any affections towards Aichi, or did he?

"Are you okay?"

"Why wouldn't I be, Miwa?" I asked, not really getting what he meant. He just inconspicuosly pointed at Aichi and Kourin. I closed my eyes and counted to ten. It never really helped much, but I couldn't just storm out, since I just arrived a few seconds ago. As I opened my eyes I saw Miwa giving me that oh-I-feel-so-sorry-for-you look. Miwa was worrying to much. Honestly, maybe this was for the best. I have hurt Aichi so many times already, there's no wonder he would be sick of it by now.

"Miwa-kun, Kai-kun! I didn't see you come in!" said Aichi with a wide and happy smile. I have never seen him this beatifitic before. Well, I think I concluded right that Tatsunagi is his first relationship, ever.

"So what was that with you and Kourin, hmm?" asked Miwa, still giving me his concerned looks. He seriously had to stop with that. Then Aichi started to tell a long story about how they accidently bumped into each other two weeks back and that they started to hang out a lot even though she had to work a lot. But then I stopped listening, this is totally useless information for me, so why bother.

The day went by quickly and I even got to play and train my skills with Aichi and the others. After Card Capital closed we split up and everyone walked home. But I couldn't do it. I felt shattered. I hid it well from everybody, even from Miwa. I felt my heart ache every single time Aichi would share a hug or a kiss with Kourin, but I couldn't really do anything about it. I wouldn't let my feeling overwhelm me, this wasn't my style. I walked over to the little pond, where Aichi would always sit, when he felt depressed. I sat down and pulled out my Narukami Eradicator deck and looked through it. I missed my Dragonic Overlord deck, but that was in the past and I had to learn to get along with changes in my life. And Aichi and Kourin was definitely a change, an enormous change. But the change of my deck has proven that I'm able to adapt to anything, which happens in my life.

It was ironic, how it suddenly started to rain. The water drops started to affect the water surface and my clothes were drench in water, because I forgot my umbrella. However, back then I didn't really mind. I just remember tears flowing down my cheeks along side with the rain drops.

I felt cold and empty.

And there was nothing I could do about it.


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A/N I hope you like it and I will be overjoyed if you would be so kind and tell me what I could improve.