Have you ever experienced true pain? Have you ever had all you love in life taken away from you? Have you ever had someone die for you? Have

you ever had to forget that person…?

It all began that winter day in school as I first laid eyes on HIM after school…

My name is Tony James a sophomore at Brooklyn Technical High School. Just your average girl in a genius school nothing special about me I get

high grades, I run track, and I have an average social life. Although it was me who had to make the decision that will forever change my life.

It was any other Friday as I left school to go home and get ready for Choir practice at church and then he appeared. The most handsome person

I'd ever seen in my life. He had silky hair, shining white teeth and a body to die for he was flawless it even seemed as the sun only shone on him.

He had suddenly looked up and met my gaze as I turned away quickly feeling my face heating up as I tried to sneak another look at him. He was

still watching me with his shimmering hazel eyes. I felt my heart melt inside me as I began to see him and me together as I would hold onto his

strong arms, and then my friend Tiffany shook me out of my fantasy.

"Hey Toni wake up girl" she said as she shook me out of my fantasy.

"Huh what" I said dazed still surprised to see Tiffany shaking me like a pair of maracas.

"What happen to you girl" she said letting me go.

"Nothing much but I just saw an angel who fell from heaven" I said.

"What are you talking about" Tiffany replied as I pointed him out to her.

He was playing football now with his friends and while he did that he even moved with grace like the whole world revolved around him. I felt lost

in a trance again as he caught the ball mid air and crossed up everyone who dare stopped him from making the touchdown.

"That's Dashawn Thompson he just transferred here and already he is already known to be the Cutest and most popular boy here" Tiffany said

with a sigh.

"Does he have a girlfriend?" I asked her.

"Seriously Toni, do you think a guy like that wouldn't have a girlfriend? Look now." She said.

It was then I saw her. Sandria Conner otherwise known as Dashawn's newly made girlfriend. As she walked across the School grounds and

approached him. Now out of all the girls in the school Sandria was on the top, she had it all looks, smarts, good personality and she was also a

better singer than me on my church choir. She was better than me in almost everything. As I turned away and sighed thinking how can I win his

heart when Sandria is so perfect?

I reached home with my head still clouded with perfect images of Sandria. There was no way I could ever compete with someone so beautiful it's

impossible. I was just an average girl who might appeal to most boys but to Dashawn I wouldn't even exist in his eyes. I felt my heart sink as I

began to imagine Dashawn walking right through me in the hallway as if I wasn't even there. I lost my thoughts when the door suddenly opens

and my older brother Jackson walked in. Jackson was nothing like me at all everyone in the town was infatuated with him he seemed like a god to

the females and to the males he was the star football player of Brooklyn college who would take them to the championships.

"Hey Toni, how was school?" he replied in his sweet voice honey scenting voice that made the girls fall head over heels for him.

"Nothing much as always just an average girl, average life, average grades, and no boyfriend!" I replied in an annoyed tone.

"Uh huh guy problems huh?" Jackson said smugly.

"And just who may I ask is the poor victim you've fallen for?" He said with a slight chuckle.

"It's none of your business" I said grumpily.

"Relax sis, don't get your panties in a knot I was just wondering who I'd have to watch out for to make sure he don't try nothing funny with you"

he said with a slight smirk.

"You won't have to worry about that, he's in love with perfection itself there is no way he would notice me…" I said disappointed yet again.

"Hmmm well if he doesn't like you now then why don't you just change yourself until you are like able in his eyes?" he said.

The idea hadn't crossed my mind until then but now that it did it made a lot of sense no one like Sandria could've ever been born perfect. She must

have made changes to her appearance as well to make herself more appealing all I have to do is find out what makes Dashawn so attracted to

her once I find that all I have to do is win him over. I gave Jackson a huge bear hug almost choking him and hurried to my room to plan for the next

day. It's time to steal me a boyfriend and no matter what I will have him.