This is my first fanfiction so please be nice. I am French so there may be some mistakes. Alright, let's begin with the story..
"Tris, get your fat butt here" Christina shouts throught the Pit. Great now everybody is looking at me. I glare at them and they look away except one person, Four. Since the end of initiation last year, we always fight. We can't stand each other. I glare at him and he glares back. I drop it and join Christina.
"What do you want ?" I ask in a sigh.
"We need to go get ready, there is a party at Zeke's, you know, Uriah's older brother."
"There is no way, I'll go there. Zeke is Four's best friend and I don't want to see him." I reply louder.
"Tris, you act like a child and he does too. You hate each other's guts and we don't know why, nobody does."
"You know what, I don't know either. But I don't want to know. I hate him and that's it"
" I'm happy you feel the same, Stiff" a voice behind me says and I cringe at it.
"What do you want Four ?" Our fights became really known in the faction. Everybody knows that it could end really bad.
"Nothing, I just felt the need to agree with you" he smirks but I keep glaring.
"Sweet of you" I spit, he takes a step closer but I don't step back, I won't let him win.
" Feisty" I push him away. Christina feels the tension and begins to drag me away.
"Nice talking to you Four, but we need to go" I free myself of her grip and walk away with her.
"See you tonigh, Stiff" he shouts. I turn my head and glare one last time.
Christina leads me to my apartment. I lay on my bed while she looks in my closet.
"Christina, I will not go to this party" I state. She looks at me then sits next to me.
"Tris, you shouldn't let him ruin your life"
"I don't, it's just I don't want to see him. And I want to be alone tonight" she rubs my arm and leaves. She knows she lost the argument. I stay on my bed and watch the hours go.
I decide to get up and take a walk in the Pit. I sit on a rock and watch around me. A couple is making out, children are chasing, girls are laughing together while guys are drinking checking them out. I love this life but there is a 'but' and it's Four.
"Tris" I hear my name. I look up and see Uriah.
"Hey Uriah, what are you doing here ?"
"I have something to ask you"
"okay..." he gets down on one knee and holds out a ring. What the fuck is he doing ?
"Tris, I love you with all my heart and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me ?" I look up and see Christina, Marlene and Zeke laughing. I look down again.
"Candor or Dauntless ?" I whisper, he smiles
"Yep, please play along" he whispers back.
"Of course Uriah, I would love to marry you" I say louder, he gets up and I hug him. I watch our friends. Christina and Zeke have their jaws on the floor and Marlene is fuming. "You're still dating Marlene ?" I whisper
"Yep, why ?"
"I think she is going to kill me" we laugh together. He lets me go and we turn to the others. Uriah puts his hand on my waist. Marlene is red while she walks to us.
"Tris, get your hand of him" she spits.
"Why ? He is my fiancé" she turns to Uriah and her eyes fill with tears. Uriah drops his hand.
"Marlene, shh, we were joking. Come here." he explains, she runs in his arms. Zeke lets out a breath.
"Damn, you scared me."
"Don't worry Zeke, I love Uriah but as a brother and I could never do this to Marlene" Marlene looks at me with a smile.
"I'm sorry Tris"
"It's okay. I let you to your game. Bye" They leave except Christina.
"Wait Tris, you missed something. Earlier, Zeke asked Four if he had a crush and he said yes. I think Zeke is going to make him confess"
"Yeah, and why do you tell me this ?" I must admit that the fact he likes somebody is kind of... disturbing ?
"I think you wanted to know, to annoy him." I smile
"Thanks" she runs to join the other. I decide to go back to my apartment and get some sleep.
I wake up the next morning at 6 am. Since I can't go back to sleep, I get up. I quickly get dressed and go to the cafeteria. I am not surprised to see only 2 people in it at 6.15 am. I pour a cup of boilling tea. Why the tea is boilling ? Isn't it hot enough ? I'm about to grab a slice of Dauntless cake when I bump in someone and spill the tea on me. I yelp and fall. My vision becomes a blur but I can see Four's eyes before I black out because of the pain.
I wake up alone in a white room. I try to sit up but my stomach hurt and I see a bandage on it. Suddenly, I hear voices yelling behind the door.
"What happened ? And don't lie to me." Christina yells.
"It was an accident. She was holding a cup of tea, I didn't see her and I bump in her. She dropped her cup and it fell on her." Four explains. I was right, he was indeed here. But what is he still doing here ?
"You did it in purpose, you hate her" Christina, stop yelling at him and listen at what he wants to say. Did I just say that ?
"It was an accident, why do you think I brought her here ? I want to apologize too, I know she won't listen to me but I need to try. I love taunting her but I don't enjoy hurting her" Christina scoffs
"You can try but if you do or say something to hurt her.." he doesn't respond but I hear the door open. I see Four. He enters and sits on a chair but I don't stop looking at him.
"Four.."
"Tris, let me speak." I am shocked he didn't call me Stiff. " I think you don't remember what happened.."
"I heard you" I state.
"Oh.. well I'm sorry. I know you will not listen to me. I didn't do that on purpose." I watch him and he seems genuine. I begin to feel a lot of emotions. Anger ? Happiness ? Relief ? And a new one, I can't describe.
"Four, get out" I say. He nods and leaves. I can't believe he apologized. 'I love taunting her but I don't enjoy hurting her' What does that suppose to mean ? I thought that he wouldn't hesitate to throw me in the Chasm if we were alone near it.
A voice pulls me out of my thoughts.
"You are free to go, just don't forget to apply cream on your skin every night during one week" the nurse says.
"Thanks" I get up carefully and walk to my apartment. I can't get out of my head what Four said. I need to stop thinking of him. I pick up my phone and call Christina.
"Christina, I am out of the hospital. I want to get drunk, you're in ?"
"Tris, I am sorry but I have a date with Will." I roll my eyes
"Okay, bye" I hang up and call Uriah.
"Uriah. You're free tonight ?"
"Hey Tris, yes I am why ?"
"I want to get drunk. See you at the bar"
"Alright, see you there" I smile and look for an outfit in my closet. I pull on a black tigh dress and high heels. I quickly curl my hair and make a smokey eye. I walk to the bar and find Uriah.
"Wow Tris ! What do you want to drink for ?" he asks
"Nothing, I just want to get drunk" he frowns but then smiles
"Okay, I'm in" We sit at the bar and begin to drink making small talks.
Soon I begin to feel dizzy. I see someone sitting next to me. A guy with brown hair and brown eyes. Except for his eyes, he looks like Four. He is handsome.
"Hi." I slur and he chuckles.
"Hi, I wondered what a pretty girl was doing at a bar alone" I smile.
"I am not alone, I am with Uriah" I turn around but he is not here "Oh, he must be in the bathroom."
"Is he your boyfriend ?" I laugh at him.
"No, he is a friend. I don't have a boyfriend." he smiles at me.
"Good, so do you want to dance ?" I nod
"Yes" I take his hand and he lifts me up. I stumble on my feet and he needs to help me to stand up. I laugh and steady myself.
"How much did you drink ?"
"I don't know" I look at him, he looks so much like Four. But he doesn't have his deep blue eyes and his sexy voice. I giggle at this.
We arrive on the dancefloor and he holds my waist. I hold his neck. He is not as tall as Four. I dance with him for a moment but I hear my name.
"Tris, where are you ?" A panicked voice shouts. I spot Uriah.
"I'm here Uriah" he looks up and lets out a breath.
"Don't do that again. I am at the bar if you are looking for me"
"Okay" I turn back to the guy. I look on my left and see Four at the opposite bar I sat, staring at a drink in his hand. I smile, I am happy to see him. I was really rude with him today, I have to apologize. The guy sees me looking at Four, he holds my waist and takes me to him. I smile greatfully at him. We are next to Four and the guy clears his throat. Four turns is head and looks at me.
"yes ?" he watches the guy.
"She is a little tipsy and wants to talk to you" I giggle while Fours' eyebrows shoot up.
"Did she come with someone ?"
"Yeah, with a guy named Uriah, he is at the bar."
"Okay, thanks. I'll take care of her." The guys leaves and Four holds me.
"Let's go find Uriah".
"Thank you" I slur
"What for ?"
"You apologized and I was rude. So I am sorry"
"It's okay Tris" We join Uriah.
"Hey Four, why are you with Tris ?"
"She is drunk Uriah, take her home, she needs to sleep."
"Oh okay, Tris let's go" I nod, not really feeling well. Uriah holds my waist and leads to my apartment. I walk in and change in a big shirt. I gulp a bottle of water. Someone knocks at my door. I open it and find Four. I smile widely at him.
"Four, what are you doing here ?" he smiles back.
"I just wanted to be sure you were home" I hug him.
"Thank you, you are nice"
"Tris, you're not yourself. It's weird to hear you say that" I hug him tighter. He pulls away but I kiss him. He is startled but kisses back. I pull him in my apartment and close the door. I kiss him on the neck while he carries me to the bed. He lays me down and hovers me. I crash my lips on him again. I trail my hands under his shirt and he moans against my mouth. I take off his shirt and kiss him. He kisses my neck. I feel dizzy, my head is pounding and it's not because of the drink. I love his touch but my eyelids feel heavy. He sees it. He kisses my cheeks and gets up.
"Go to sleep" I pull him down so he lays next to me. I fall asleep to his heartbeat.
I wake up the next morning, dizzy. I sit up and I feel bile in my throat. I run to the bathroom to throw up in the toilet. I sit on the floor, against the wall and close my eyes. The memories of last night come back and I gasp. I was drunk, I made out with Four. I was supposed to hate Four. No, I am supposed to hate Four. I get up when I feel better. Thank god, he is gone.
I go to the cafeteria with a huge headache. I am stopped by Four himself in the Pit.
"Tris, I think we need to talk"
"Why ?" I spit, I can't let him close to me. I can't handle it.
"You know why,...yesterday"
"I was drunk" I walk toward the cafeteria and he follows me.
"Tris, you knew what you were doing" his voice begins to fill with frustration.
"Leave me alone" he grabs my arm in front of the cafeteria's door.
"No Tris. You remember it"
"Why is it so important ?" I spit
"Because it is" he replies
"No it isn't. Let me go"
"It's not the end of this conversation" he growls
"Fuck off Four if you don't want to get hurt" he laughs
"By who ? You ?"
"Yes" I punch him on the cheek, hard. I walk in and all the eyes are turn toward me. Of course, they heard it, one of our worst fight. I sit next to Christina and rub my temples. The fight made my headache worst.
"Four ?" she asks and I nod.
"Yes, he is an asshole" all the stares slowly fade. The conversations begin again but are stopped when the door opens and Four walks in. He stares at me and I see his red cheek. I kind of feel bad for what I did.
"Tris, you didn't miss him" Uriah jokes. I groan and leave.
I enter my apartment and lay on my couch. Someone knocks at the door. Why do they keep knocking after I laid down ? I open and once again see Four. He enters and pushes me against the wall. He puts each of his hand next to my head, on the wall. I am trapped. No escape available.
"Four, let me go.." he doesn't move.
"Tris, listen. I know you remember yesterday. Tell me it didn't mean anything. Tell me that you hate me. Tell me ! I want to see it in your eyes." I feel my body beginning to be warm. I feel his breath on my cheek.
"I..I.." I can barely breath, his smell is captivating and I am lost in his eyes.
"Say it. Say you didn't enjoy it, say you don't want to do it again. Say you want me to leave." He whispers in my ear and moves closer. I close my eyes and try to control my breath. I open them again and see Four with a smirk. "Say it Tris, say what you want." he whispers. I grap his neck and pull his head down.
"Kiss me" and he does.
Our kiss is passionate, violent and amazing. I hold him closer and he pushes me more against the kiss for a while until we are gasping for air.
"And now ?" I ask. He takes my waist and pulls me to him.
"Do you want to be my girlfriend ?" I kiss him as an answer.
"What are we going to say ? We are supposed to hate each other ! What will they say ? And Christina ?" He cups my cheeks in his hands.
"Tris, calm down. It will be okay, we could stay a secret if you want." I nod.
"Thank you"
"Well, I need to go. I have to put ice on my cheek. It still hurts like hell" I blush and look down.
"I am sorry" he lifts my chin up.
"Tris, it's okay. I deserved it." I walk to the kitchen and grab an ice pack. I put on his cheek and hold the other with my hand. He closes his eyes with a sigh. "It feels good" I smile and kiss him.
"When did you start liking me ?" I ask.
"Last week, when you beat the crap out of Eric. I didn't see your face. I thought 'wow, that girl is a bad ass' then you turn around and I saw it was you. Since that day, I couldn't stop thinking about you." I blush. "You ?"
"I don't really know, those last days I just began to find you qualities and yesterday, I kept trying to compare the guy I was with you. You were always better." he kisses me. "Why did we hate each other ? I can't remember"
"I don't no either, I maybe took your cake. It's unforgivable" I laugh
"I wouldn't forgive you if you did and I wouldn't have forget"
"True. Well, I should go. See you later" he pecks my lips.
"Yeah, see you later." He leaves and I feel a smile growing on my cheeks.
"Tris, Tris !" Christina runs in the hallway.
"Yes ?"
"Why do you have an ice pack in your hand ?"
"mm? Oh.. that ? My headache." she nods understandingly.
"Your cheeks are a little red, are you sick ?"
"No, I'm fine. I just drank to much" she laughs.
"Well, Zeke is hosting a party in five days. You're coming ?"
"Yes. You were right, I can't let Four ruin my life" she grins happily.
"Cool"
"But.. I want to get ready alone"
"What ? Fine.." she pouts.
"Thanks."
"Do you want to talk about what happened with Four ?"
"Not really."
"Alright" then she leaves and I am alone again. My phone buzz.
~Tris, I want to show you something. Unknown.
~Who is it ?
~Four. So..?
~Okay. Where ?
~The Fear Landscape room.
~I'm on my way.
I put on a sweater and leave. I enter the room and find him with a box in his hand.
"What are we doing here ?"
"I want to show you my fears" My eyes widen
"Really ?"
"Yes. Are you afraid ?"
"No but this morning I still considered you as an asshole and now you'll me see your deepest fears"
"Yes, I trust you. I know you can keep a secret and I think you don't hate me anymore" I smile. No, the weird thing is that I maybe love him. People always says there is a small step between hate and love and right now, I totally agree.
After the Fear Landscape
He looks at me panting and I hug him, tears in my eyes.
"Tobias" he hugs me back.
"Thanks Tris, you got me through it" I kiss him and snuggle in his chest. We end in his apartment, cuddling on his bed.
"Tris, I need to tell you something ? Promise not to freak out"
"I promise, unless you killed someone..or took my cake" he lets out a nervous laugh and continue.
"No, it's not that. It's just that... I love you Tris. I know, it's weird, we used to hate each other and now I said.."
"Tobias.."
"I know you don't love me and.."
"Tobias" I say firmer. He looks at me. "I think we have a problem" he looks worried. "Because I love you too" his chest rises again, as if he stopped breathing.
"You scared me." I kiss his throat.
"I know" we stay like that until we both fall asleep.
At the party
As I enter the room, the tension is so thick you could cut it with a knife. I walk to Christina and she looks worried.
"Christina, what's up ? Why is everybody tensed and worried ?"
"The thing is, Four is here. You two didn't fight in the last five days and we are all a little worried the big fight we all dread comes tonight." I never thought it would go so far.
"Don't worry, I'll try to stay calm. I need to find Zeke" I find him with Uriah. "Zeke, can you say something ? Everybody is scared that Four and I are going to ruin the party." he chuckles.
"Alright" he stands on a table. "Listen up. I need to say that the atmosphere is shitty as hell. So relax and have fun" Immediately, everybody relax and the fun begin.
Christina drags me on the danceflooor. We dance song after song and I end alone. A guy approches and takes my waist. I see Tobias glaring in the corner and I smirk. Let's have fun. I grind a bit on the guy and dance on the beat. I hear glass shattering, so I open my eyes. It's Tobias. He crushed a glass on the table and it broke. He is jealous. So cute. I face the guy and push him away.
I sit on a chair and grab a drink and smirk at Tobias. He glares at me. He stands on the dance floor and Lauren immediately grabs him. I thought he would push her away but he keeps dancing with her. Now, it's my time to glare and his to smirk. I watch as she holds his neck and as he holds her waist. I am fuming. She whispers something in his ear, I stand up, I am thinking between slapping him or her. I turn around and decide to leave. The music changes and a slow music begins. Someone grabs my wrist and turns me around. I am immediately drown in those blue eyes. He lets go of my wrist and offers me his hand.
"What are you doing ?"
"Dance with me !"
"Ask Lauren ! I am sure she wants to dance with you" I spit
"I want to dance with you, I want to dance with my girlfriend" I smile and takes his hand. He leads me to the dancefloor. He takes my waist and pulls me closer to him. I wrap my arms around his neck. We lock eyes and sway on the music.
"You are aware that everybody is looking at us ?" I state, not once looking away.
"I know and I don't care. If I want to dance with my girlfriend, I'll dance with my girlfriend" I gently kiss him and he deepens it. I hear a few gasps but I don't care. "I love you Tris" he says wich makes me smile.
"I love you too" he kisses me again. The song ends and Tobias hugs me. I bury my face in his chest and his is in my neck. We break apart when we hear someone screaming.
"WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ?" I look up and see Zeke. He has his jaw on the floor like everybody else. The music has stopped and all the gazes are on us. Tobias hugs me from behind and puts his chin on my head.
" Wh..what ? Is this a sick joke or what ?" Christina says.
"No, we are dating" Tobias answers proudly.
"WHAT ?" Zeke yells "Since when ?"
" 5 days ago"
"I think I need to sit down" he says "How ?"
"How it happened ?" I ask "Well, one night I wanted to get drunk and I was. I found Four in the bar while Uriah was away. Four brought me back to Uriah who brought me home. Five minutes later, Four knocked at the door to be sure I was home. Then, I was drunk like really drunk, so I kind of kissed him and we kind of made out. The next morning, when I remembered what happened, I was scared of what would happen. In the Pit, Four talked to me and wanted to talk about it. I wouldn't and punched him. I think you all remember that. Anyway, later when I was in my apartment, he came and he... asked me out" I explain, blushing a little on the end. Zeke seems to catch it because he smirks.
"Wait, what happened when he came ?" Tobias chuckles and I elbow him in the stomach.
"Nothing."
"Four, what happened ?"
"I can be persuasive when I want. She was pratically begging me to kiss her" I turn around.
"I wasn't begging. You were just really close.. and.." he inches closer as I speak.
"Like that ?" he says
"Yes" I whisper, feeling the exact same thing as the last time he did it. He kisses me again and this time I hear catcalls. I blush and hide my face in his chest while he laughs.
"That's a thing I thought I would never see. Four and Tris as a couple" Christina says.
"Well, now that I am sure they will not ruin the party with a fight, I just hope they won't ruin it in any other way" Zeke jokes.
"Zeke" Tobias and I scold together. He laughs with everybody.
"Come on Lovebirds, let's have fun" he turns the music on and the stares fade. I face Tobias again.
"So, now they know"
"I love you Tris"
"I love you too" I kiss him as he hugs me.
It feels natural, like I was made for those arms, those lips, this man.
