Why Me?

My mother loves me... Pah! What a lie!

She has done the one thing in the world I could defy

She broke me; she left me, just for my tears to see

And makes me wonder, why me?

I loved her so truly

I was her golden baby

What atrocity had I done

That made her leaves me?

She may not be the best stunner

But what does it mean to me?

I love my mother for only her

Why did she strand me across sea?

She never cared for anyone

And left us just for you

And the bigger joke; she left you as well

Has she loved anyone true?

You then blame me, dear brother thoroughly

For spoiling your family

When most of the blame is your father's

And the woman I called my mother so joyously

I cry at times, I have tears

Mother, can you hear?

The fervent cries of your boy so tender

You loved so dear!

Was all you did just a facade?

Did you never want me at all?

Did you ever really shed tears of anguish?

When you see me fall?

Did you know how depressed I'd feel?

When you were gone

How everyone dreamed of having their true family

And I had not one?

Does it matter that I'm dying

I really doubt you care

Even for that wretched brother of mine

Even for him you weren't there

It makes me filled with regret

And staining tears in my eyes

But sadly mother, you are the very first person

Whom I will forever despise.