Why Me?
My mother loves me... Pah! What a lie!
She has done the one thing in the world I could defy
She broke me; she left me, just for my tears to see
And makes me wonder, why me?
I loved her so truly
I was her golden baby
What atrocity had I done
That made her leaves me?
She may not be the best stunner
But what does it mean to me?
I love my mother for only her
Why did she strand me across sea?
She never cared for anyone
And left us just for you
And the bigger joke; she left you as well
Has she loved anyone true?
You then blame me, dear brother thoroughly
For spoiling your family
When most of the blame is your father's
And the woman I called my mother so joyously
I cry at times, I have tears
Mother, can you hear?
The fervent cries of your boy so tender
You loved so dear!
Was all you did just a facade?
Did you never want me at all?
Did you ever really shed tears of anguish?
When you see me fall?
Did you know how depressed I'd feel?
When you were gone
How everyone dreamed of having their true family
And I had not one?
Does it matter that I'm dying
I really doubt you care
Even for that wretched brother of mine
Even for him you weren't there
It makes me filled with regret
And staining tears in my eyes
But sadly mother, you are the very first person
Whom I will forever despise.
