Cristal: Ok! its updated and the fist chapter is complete and updated! im really sorry i know its SUPER LATE! But i have a good reason im writing this with a good friend of mine who we just found out no longer than a week ago that I AM PREGNANT! And you know that kinda makes you sick and lazy so updating for chapter is gonna be a little slow for a while! sSORRY!


{Silver's Pov.}

My whole world had just fallen apart before my eyes as I stared at the sleeping form of my "arch enemy"….

I don't really remember what happened last night but I do remember Sonic talking about all of us going out for "guys night" except without most of his other friends. I remember having a few drinks last night and then making out with Mephiles… It was my first time drinking and somehow we found out that Mephiles can infact drink, and apparently get wasted too… I remember Sonic confessing his "love" for Shadow after drinking like 10 shots of alchohol. And then we got kicked out. I remember walking home and then fallowing Mephiles into the dorm room that he and Shadow shared…

When we got to his room I pushed him down on the bed and crawled on top of him sitting on his crotch with my legs spread as my feet rested on each side of him and then pressing my lips against his muzzle..? I was probably too drunk to notice the lack of a mouth anyway so it really didn't matter. From there everything is a dark blur but as I looked down at his sleeping figure… I know what happened.

He started waking up and I panicked but unfortunately his bed was pushed up against the wall because Shadow's was in the middle of the room, and that just so happened to be the side I woke up on so I was trapped.

His dark lime eyes fluttered open and he slowly raised himself up placing an ungloved hand to his forehead.

" oh god my head, what happ-!" his voice was tired and hazy and his eyes instantly widened as he noticed me and his head whipped around our eyes meeting for only a second as he instantly looked down and began shaking his head from side to side in panic.

" oh no no no no no no! Silver what did we do last night!" his voice was more panicked than questioning and I could tell that he was more worried than surprised or angry like I had expected him to be. Something deep inside me knew that whatever he was so worried about was worse than me being a virgin. Something else deep inside me wanted him to look at me again because in that moment when all was quiet and our eyes had met, a strange feeling had worked its way into the pit of my stomach and I almost wanted to smile at him, and for the first since I met him I wasn't afraid of those dark green eyes or weirded out by the vibrant crimson reptilian pupil that ran through them.

"I-I don't know," my voice was shaky and I fought back the tear that threatened to roll from my eyes. Yet my ears flattened against my skull and I lowered my head. I couldn't look at him. I couldn't face him. I couldn't face the truth. I felt two long boney arms wrap around me and pull me to his chest where I had finally let that tear drop and then began to openly cried.

"silver?" his soft subtle muffled voice pulled me from my broken state of mind and I looked up him, his eyes emotionless and our faces only inches apart as he looked down at me. My blush somehow deepened as blood rushed to the tips of my ears and cheeks yet the short distance didn't seem to faze him. He looked at me mostly emotionless yet somehow I could see the hidden hint of softness and sympathy deep inside them.

"why are you crying?" the question was so blunt yet so oblivious and emotionless that I couldn't help but laugh a little. I know Mephiles spent his life in isolation much like Shadow, but he hadn't had nearly as much contact with other living things so he didn't understand emotions like Shadow did. He didn't know know that crying meant you were usually sad and that smiling and laughing meant that you were happy like his cousin did and I understand but I still found his question pretty humorous.

" I've never actually had sex before and I-I cant even remember it. You're first time is suppose to be special and shared with someone that you love and I had to go get drunk, and-" Mephiles squeezed a tad bit tighter and brought their faces even closer they're noses touching and a mephiles eyes softened yet they remained free of any actual emotion.

" I've never been mated before either if that's what you mean," he held a more sympathetic tone this time and curiosity flickered in his lime green and crimson eyes.

"you haven't?"

"no. but why is it so important?" sympathy still lingered in his muffled voice and his usually emotionless, hazy stare had formed into a more curious and soft look. He didn't understand and that was alright but I cant help but wish he had. it would have made things much easier.

"why do you care? You never have before, infact you've always hated me before!" It came out before I could stop it, but it was true. He let me go from his grasp and turned away from me. He was so soft and warm and I couldn't help but miss the strange feeling of his body pressed against mine. He was so different from Shadow, where his cousin was built and obviously very powerful, Mephiles was thin yet his grip had been surprisingly tight.

"I don't know why you're crying," his answer was blunt and almost lifeless, no emotion present in it. Not even hurt.

"mephiles im sorry I-I don't kno-" suddenly the door swung open with a loud bang causing me to jump and in it stood a now wide eyed Sonic with his jaw hanging wide open as the butterflies reenter my stomach and blood rushed to my ears.