I had loved him for so long but by the time I realized it, he was gone…forever.

My good friend Wallabee Beetles was amongst the few assigned to eliminate a new weapon bent on the destruction of humanity. It was new organization of skilled people of all ages. Their leader was a military instructor who died during a great war no one can remember.

The resistance, which its high military ranks consisted of this instructor's squadron, which rebelled against him, had defeated him and their leader was believed to have removed the memory the entire world with an enhanced decommisioner. He became an urban legend when a few archaeologists were investigating a crash site which was not discovered till 2009. They discovered a journal in a tree deep within the ship.

It indicated that the resistance was known as the Adament Army. The journal was created by a young boy who led the resistance. He was yet a young boy whose skills progressed as his years of commander. He was known as Adrian Beetles. Wally found out of his ancestor and quickly took the job.

He had given me his explosives and told me to take his job when we were setting up the C-4s. He said that this was his battle. He and that undead fiend fought at large landing pad at the corner of his tower. The battle waged on and as my escape chopper came by, I had insisted on checking on the fight.

Wally was not strong enough to defeat him, he knew that, he signalled me to do the hardest thing I could ever do to Wally, kill him. I activated the C-4s at that point and he went down with the rest of the tower and all within it.

After that, there peace within kids and adults, decommissioning was dismantled from then on. We were finally able to live a normal life. But yet the KND still stood. My and my friends in section V, enabled the TND, there Abby made peace with her sister but still enjoyed a friendly rivalry.

Though my story doesn't end there, In fact, it doesn't even start there. It starts here, in the subway.

A subway train rushed past me and my friend. I was leaving to China for a week and my friend, Abigail or "Abby", insisted on escorting me to the train. I was scared, but not because I'll be in China with no one to guide me, I've done that already, it was something much, much bigger "You still miss him, don't you Kuki?"

"Don't remind me." I kept shallow tone that would've been surprising to anyone before. Sadness loomed within my soul; happiness is so rare to me, now. Before, I had too much of it, now, I have too less.

"I don't have to, ever since he died, he's been on your mind ever since." She wasn't kidding. I thought of Wally everyday, I kept a locket he gave to me before we engaged on our final mission together; I never could open it though.

"Abby!" Nigel ran down the stairs "Hurry up! We have a mission." He just loved showing off his British pride. The British flag on his shirt proved that. It was very surprising when we found out he had brown hair when he was growing it back.

"You better go. I can take it from here." I told her.

"Be careful." She nodded and ran off.

A speeding train rushed before me until came to a complete stop, the sliding doors whist open. There was barely anybody there. I took this opportunity to find some place where I can be alone. I found a cart near the back that was completely empty, I set my luggage above me and sat down.

For a few minutes I used my laptop chatting with my cousin in China. I was visiting her and she told me all her plans for my visit. Afterwards, I just wanted patiently for the stop. It seemed to take hours for it to stop. I checked my cell for the time. 7:48, it'll take a while. I scanned the area; I was beginning to get bored.

I buried my head in a book called "Letting Go" that Hoagie and Abby gave to me. The title really says it all.

"Kuki?" I heard familiar voice. I looked up only to have my heart race in shock. It was Wally. I blinked for a split second and realized who it was, but by the time I opened them, he was gone. "I must be going crazy!"

My terror did not go unnoticed. "What happened?" A skinny black man entered the room. "N-nothing, nothing at all." I heard a scream in the opposite cart.

"Nothing, huh?" He rushed into the next cart.

Silence loomed once more.

It was taking him an awful lot of time. I had to know what was happening. I opened the door into the next cart. The following cart was practically destroyed! The wall that was meant to stand before me was completely blown off, the opposite end of the cart was nearly destroyed, the walls and ceiling was all that remained, not to mention the trails of blood and corpses everywhere.

At the end of the cart, a figure stood in the darkness, a long blade protruded from it's chest, it glared at me with red flaming eyes. The sight was horrifying. It pulled the blade from it's bleeding chest, making a disgusting sound, and threw it at me. I quickly dodged backwards and the blade hit the lock for the two carts. It broke a part and the figure stood, unmoved of the danger that would become of him. The cart swerved as it's balance broke it crashed. The explosion caused one of the passengers to pull the emergency break, and I fell out, knocking the katana down with me. I picked myself and the blade up, and got back on. The train began back on it's course, nearly knocking me off my feet, giving me a chance to catch a glimpse of the dark figure's glowing eyes to flick out.

But the madness doesn't end there. I knew that my life was about to change dramatically, I don't know if it's for better or for worse, but fate will not be merciful on me. I am Kuki Sanban and this is my story.