A/N; Hello! CrimsonHazelInCresentMoon is here again. Introducing- Okita Sougo x Kagura!
Disclaimer; I do not own Gintama or anything related to them- Sorachi-sensei owns it and himself.
Summary; Okita Sougo, First division Captain of Shinsengumi, were about to ask Kagura, his China to go out with him. Though, he must confess his love to her. Rejection come first.
Title; Rejection.
Genre; Hurt, Romance, and Humor.
Point of View; Okita Sougo.
Rejection; that was the word kept bugging me the whole time. Reject? I haven't experience that before- though I've been rejecting all the gifts that my fans threw to me. I hated when people destroy my peaceful nap.
The thing is, rejection is somewhat my fans been enduring. Who cares, I'll say. All I want is to have my peaceful nap.
It's been bugging me since that word 'Rejection'- came in to my mind. Hijikata-san also told me about it.
"Somewhat, if your loved ones rejected you. You felt unhappy about it and it became your worst word ever."
I also asked Yamazaki about it, seemed that Hijibaka gave me a horrible answer.
"Okita-taichou, being rejected by your loved ones- means they doesn't love you back nor they didn't want to continue your relationship with them any further."
I had to agree with Yamazaki; rejection seems sad? It is because you're not complete or whatsoever?
Then it reminds me of something that I've done before- rejecting myself. I'm in denial mode and I want an answer to my questions.
"Do I have a feelings towards China?"
"Taichou, I don't see what's wrong with it?"
"Things had happened between us are simply the worst. Answer me- Yamazaki. Do I like her?"
"You're the one who should answer that, Taichou. I'm only stating the fact that you had a feelings to her."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, you don't care with other people personal stuff or so. But when it comes to China-girl, you're always prying her, like want her to cry."
"Isn't that the job of being a Sadist?"
"Mostly, yeah. But think about it, Taichou. Someday- you'll realize that you loved her- more than just a friend or rival. But she doesn't loved you back. You'll regret things."
"She'll like me someday."
"I don't think that's the case of it."
Back then, I realize something. I truly like her. Not only as a friend nor rival either. But something deep inside me wants me to confess and tell her how I feel.
That's when I challenge her a battle in the same park, that we always beat our asses, I decided- It's time.
"China, I need to tell you something."
She didn't answer; but the silence says go on.
"I think ..." There were a long paused as I took a glance on her baby blue-eyes. They were staring at me; waiting. "- I like you." I said it with a monotone.
Her eyes were wide open and I can tell; she was shocked about it. I kept staring at her, waiting what she might have respond to it.
"Ch-" Before I can finish, she stopped me with a smack on my stomach. I crutch down and hugged my stomach as I sent a glare at her.
"What was that for?" I said, my voice a bit crack and it hurts so damn.
"Liar! A sadist like you, w-would never fell inlove!"
"How sure are you?"
"100%"
"Well, sorry to disappoint you- But I am."
"Then shut up!" She raised her voice then panting hard. I stared at her, blankly.
"China, listen. I really do like you now."
"SHUT UP-ARU! I don't want to hear it!" She looked at me with her blue eyes, with a hint of anger and sadness.
"A monster like me? Really, sadist-aru? A monster like me and a sadist like you- would never work out." Then she left. She left without any more hurtful words.
Who am I kidding, anyway? But, deep inside me tells me- 'Never give up.'
And then, it started.
I always pay a visit her in her- so called; Home. Give her bouquet of flowers, chocolate; even though Danna always eat it, and especially, make her comfortable towards me. I always showed her. how much I care about her, how much pain I endure when she yelled. But I never, ever, tried to hurt her. That's the last thing that I want to do in my life.
Then, when I know that my hope, my true desire would be come true. I confessed again- she was shocked again, like the last time. But she didn't reject me. She hugged me, kisses me and also says those 3 words I've been wanting to hear in her own mouths- 'I love you-aru.' Well, I'm surprise that she include that 'Aru'.
And after a year, our relationship had been as strong as any relationship you can imagine. Until, her 16th birthday, I proposed to her. She agreed and we lived happily ever after.
A/N; Sorry for the few mistakes and everything else that seems not right in this fic. Hope you enjoy it and leave a review if you guys like it; if not. Uh, Thanks for reading it anyway.
Should I continue this?
