This is my first story :D I hope all of you Twin fans love it! And lemme know what you think! :D

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN OURAN!

-Katt! :D


-Kaoru's POV-

How could he do such a thing to me..? What have I done to deserve this..?

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I just stood there. Staring down at the tiled flooring of the Ouran Host Club Floor. How it has flowers entwined with each other. Identical Flowers. Hikaru was busy with Haruhi right now they were sitting together, hand in hand, probably fussing over how cute they were.

"I should be the one over there… Not her.." I mumbled to myself. I know. Taboo right? Fuck taboo. I've been in love with Hikaru for so long that it actually pains me to see him with Haruhi. They've been dating for about a month now. And ever since they have, it seems just more and more each day. I get left behind.

I sigh and turn out to the window. It's lonely.. This wasn't my theory.. I thought it would be Me and Hikaru alone again.. Not just me by myself.

"My my Hikaru," I glared. Tamaki walked over to me pursing his lips with his face a bit scrunched up. "Why seems to be troubling my maiden?" He asked softly taking a seat next to me on the windowsill, "Never have I seen you with a frown on your face and bags under your eyes before.. Jeeze! Tamaki was really an idiot!

I remember his first reaction when Hikaru had asked out Haruhi. Actually I remember all of our reactions..

Flashback

"Excuse me everyone!" Hikaru called from the center of the room. All of our clients had gone home for the day because we were left planning next week's theme.

"Can I please have your attention?!" Everyone was already looking at him. My eyes were a bit confused.

"Hikaru? What's this about?" I asked. He's never done this before…

"I have an announcement!" I've never seen him smile so big.. "Well, uh, I should say WE have an announcement."

I started at him completely confused. We didn't have an announcement….

"Haruhi." My eyes went wider then before. My breathing hitched. And my heart dropped.

She stepped out form a pillar blushing lightly and biting her lip nervously. Hikaru stared at her with love in his eyes he walked over to her and took her hand kissing her cheek gently with his soft lips. I couldn't bring myself to move.

My head slowly looked around the room. Tamaki was as shocked as I was barely moving and I could see him start to steam. Honey-sempai was excited jumping up and down like his normal self. Mori-sempai was just standing like he always does. And Kyoya didn't look the least bit surprised.

"H-Hikaru…" I stuttered. "When.. D-Did you decide t-this…?" I asked desperately trying to fake some sort of a smile. My body was shaking. I was choking back tears. I was on the verge of a break down.

He glanced over at me and looked a tiny bit confused. That look on his face. It's like he forgot I was even there.

"Oh Kaoru! You look so upset!" He dropped Haruhi's hands and ran over to me cupping my face gently. Everyone went back to their normal doings all except for Tono-san who was sitting in the corner planting mushrooms mumbling something about 'Daddy not approving'. My eyes wandered for a second to Haruhi. She saw me and caught my eyes. And then she did it.

That bitch fucking smirked.

I growled and Hikaru looked confused. I blew up.

"How the hell could you do this to me Hikaru!!! Do this to US!? I thought we told each other everything!!! What happened to that! Some twin you are!" I screamed in his face. That seemed to get him riled up.

"We don't have to do everything together Kaoru! Not everything has to be about you and me! I have other friends now!" His words cut like a blade to me. I didn't notice I was crying until the tears streamed down to my chin. Hikaru looked as if he had just killed someone.

"Kaoru.. I.." he began to say with a shaky voice.

"Stay away from me Hikaru." I whispered. "Just get the fuck away from me."

He clenched his fists hard that I could see the white of his knuckles.

"Whatever Kaoru! Don't wait up for me tonight. Or any other night for that matter, come one Haruhi. Lets go." And with that he grabbed her hand and towed her out of the room, without even a glance back at me.

End of Flashback

Since then, Hikaru and I haven't spoken. He asked Mom to get separate rooms, we don't sit next to each other in class anymore. It's like he's died. A piece of him is missing from me. I am not complete without him. I looked up at Tamaki who looked so lost in thought about something.

"Tono-" I began but he cut me off.

"You know Kaoru, when the cherry blossoms bloom, its amazing how they flow in the wind. Weightless and carefree, they're truly nature's beauty at work." He said turning his head to smile at me.

I felt my face get hot a little bit. I was blushing? What the hell?

"Kaoru… I know the new couple," I flinched at those words. "have made things completely weird and new but.. I hate to see you suffer. Why don't you come and just hang out with me at my house tonight? I promise you will have a good time!" He perked up to his old Kingly self.

I smiled a bit but tried to hide it. But Tono had already seen and he smiled huge taking my hands in his.

"Excellent! I will send a car for you after school! Just get you stuff and I'll be waiting!" He giggled and pranced off laughing. I chuckled shaking my head.

Maybe things would go up from here. I mean I had other friends too. Right? I looked over at Hikaru and Haruhi giggling as he kissed her ear. I felt like I was going to vomit. Or more like I wanted to vomit. On them.

Then I thought of tonight, and how I would get the chance to just relax and hang out with Tamaki and I smiled for the first time in a month. A true genuine smile.


Sooooo!!! What do you think?? PLEASE review or comment! It would mean the world to me!!!

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-Katt!