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Chapter 1

It has been two weeks since school has finally ended. Nothing really happened yet in events. All I did was read and listen to music, mostly trying to get lazy again before school started. My mom, Laura, now is trying to help me control the werewolf side of me. This year I started turning into a werewolf. Thank god my mom is still a werewolf to get me through the transformation. It's weird turning into a werewolf when I'm also part vampire. I was born a vampire from my father's side. My mom and my dad, Markus, have suffered for marrying each other. My mother was banned from La Push. Both her and my father can't cross the same lines like the Cullen's. My father mostly received abuse verbally and physically with the other vampires. I'm caught in the middle. The vampires treat me like I'm some type of freak especially since I'm part werewolf now. I never met another werewolf besides my mother….. yet.

Today was just another day again, me doing nothing. During breakfast my mom seemed to notice my repetitive schedule. "Toca, I don't understand why all you want to do is lay around all day in the house."

She doesn't understand the boring level of trying to find something to do in Forks. "Don't worry about me so much, mom. I'm fine."

She just frowned even more. "Honey, why don't you find a way of hanging out with your friends? I know Sydney would want to spend every minute with you."

I just smile to myself now. Sydney would find a way of trying not to stay bored here but not today. "Sydney Is going out today with Damon, maybe some other time." It feels weird when you find out that two of your good friends start going out together, but somehow I like the pair of Sydney and Damon together. They just seemed too perfect together like they were made for each other.

"Toca, can you please find something to do today that involves being out of the house?" I sighed.

"'Sure mom." Thank god she let it go this time.

When mom left for work I took out my phone and called my best friend Justin. Hopefully, free to at least do something with me today. "Hello?" he picked up.

"Hey, Justin, It's me Toca."

"Hey. Toca! What's up?"

"Nothing really, I was wondering if you could do something with me today. Like random fun time."

He only sighed. Not good. "I'm sorry, Toca, but today I have to get ready to visit my grandparents for the weekend in Seattle. I'll be back on Monday, and we can see a movie together then, your choice. Seriously I'm really sorry."

Whatever hope I had left was gone. "I understand. Don't be sorry. Hey, now I have plans for Monday." Today is Friday so I have three days to preoccupy myself.

"Thanks Toca." We both said our goodbyes and hung up. At this rate none of my human friends have time for me. Okatastic. Now I have time finish reading my Death Note series.

Right when I was about to start reading I heard my phone going off to the song 'Indestructible' by Disturbed. "Hello?"

"Hey, Toca, It's me Nat." My boyfriend, Nathaniel, is back from whatever he was doing. He's one of the few vampires that do not make me feel like shit.

"Hey. What's up?"

"Toca, I was wondering if you could go out with me tonight around 7:00." Something to do, my mom would be so proud.

"I would like to go out with you tonight." I replied cheerfully.

"Great see you then." We said our goodbyes and hung up. Something was actually going right for me today. Time for a happy dance. I ran to the stereo and turned on the radio to the song 'Miss Murder' by AFI. I started dancing like crazy because one: I love this song, and two: I'm not depressed from boredom.

After my happy dance I decided to go to my bathroom and take a shower to start getting ready. I don't mind getting ready three hours early before my date with Nat. I got out of the bathroom and went to my room to find something to wear tonight. I decided on a nice looking black short sleeve top with a lace detailing at the bottom with jeans and a pair of black flats. After I changed I went back into the bathroom to dry my hair. After that I straightened my hair and making sure all of my purple streaks were in place around my black hair. Then all I had to do was put my make up on. I took a close look at myself and thought I was nothing special. And people think vampires are so beautiful. I don't think I'm beautiful. I wonder why a handsome vampire like Nathaniel would want to date me. Oh well.

Around six was when my parents finally came home. When I told them I was going out with Nat tonight my mother was only excited that I was finally getting out of the house and then my dad had a very serious face. "Toca, I only want you to be careful tonight. I trust you. I am still cautious of you being around Nathaniel. He doesn't seem right to me." I understand his reasons, because Nat is a mystery to me. My dad makes me feel like that Nat is going to rape me and then kill me along the way. Thanks dad.

"I'll be careful." My dad just smiled warmly with his big blue eyes knowing how trustful I am.

"Toca, I hope you have fun tonight with him" my mom came kissing me on the head.

It was seven and right now my adrenaline was pumping. I never thought I would be this happy getting out of the house. Someone was knocking on the door and I immediately went to the door. When I opened it, Nat smiled at me in a sexy, seductive type of way. That only made me blush. "Hey, Nat."

His smile grew even wider if that was even possible. "Hey. Toca. Are you ready?"

"Yes. Bye Mom! Bye Dad!" everyone else said their goodbyes and Nat and I were heading to his car.

Nat opened the door for me and I sat in buckling my seatbelt. I waited for Nat to get comfortable before I say anything. "So …. Nat, where are we going? He sat there thinking if he should tell me or not.

"I want it to be a secret. Is that okay?" he said that while brushing hair out of my face, and then kissed me on the lips. This made me curious, but I wasn't going to irritate him.

"Okatastic." I said. He cocked his head to the side looking confused. I like how he does that on when I make up new and exciting words.

"Good" was all he said before driving off. The car ride was very quiet. Nat mostly turned up the volume of the radio while driving. I was okay, but it just felt awkward. In the car I noticed that he was driving into unfamiliar territory that I never tried to go to. Sooner or Later Nat drove deeper and deeper into the forest all I could wonder was why he drove us here.

When he finally stopped my light blue eyes grew bigger and bigger with curiosity. I turned to Nat and cocked my head to the side. He chuckled at my reaction. "Why are we here?"

He stared blankly at me thinking of how to explain our situation. "Toca, I understand that you have a great power that is hard to believe that you have."

I don't like where this is going. "Yeah, we talked about this before." His stare started to hold with concentration. It was making me nervous.

"I was thinking that it would be better if you were just fully a vampire. I believe that the werewolf side is only holding you down into becoming an indestructible vampire." I was getting annoyed. I thought maybe he was different than the other vampires.

"What are you getting at"? I said coldly.

"I want you to drop your werewolf side and let me bite you to maybe become a full fledged vampire….. unless maybe your power is greater being two very separate creatures at the same time. We could be an unstoppable team together, but for my benefit I would want you to let go of your werewolf side because I'm starting to have trouble controlling myself around you." He forced a smile at me.

My anger only grew. He wants me to give up who I am just to satisfy his needs for whatever plan he's trying. "Listen, Nat, I don't want to be part of whatever it is you're doing. I believe it's best if we should break up." He stared daggers at me with his blue eyes. Anger was growing inside of him too.

"Toca, Don't you understand how powerful we could be together. Wouldn't you want the other vampires eating out of our hands?" His plan of wanting to be on top left me uninterested in talking to him even further.

"No." I started opening the car door.

Nat couldn't take me leaving him. He looked like he could go off any minute. I got out of the car wondering where I am and thinking on how I was going to get back home until Nat fiercely grabbed me by the arm. His grip was too strong for me to let go. "I don't except no for an answer. It's either my way or death." his voice full of acid. All I could think now was that I should have listened to my dad about him.

"As I said before I don't want to be part of your power hungry plan!" I was going to burst too. He started to look scary. A smirk slowly formed on his face. "Death it is then." He punched me into the ground as hard as he can.

Was going to the forest a backup plan if I said no? Probably was. I got up and kicked him as hard as I could into his gut making him knock down a couple of trees. I had to get away. If I even tried to kill him I would only ruin whatever respect the other vampires had for my family. When I was about to run for it, Nat caught up and tackled me to the ground. Vicious growls were forming inside of us. I couldn't move because Nat had me pinned down to the ground. Then he said, "I hope this taught you a lesson with defying me." He picked me up violently and threw me as hard as he could into the cliff. I hit the cliff headfirst. The pain into my head was unbearable I screamed the loudest I had ever screamed in my life.

I fell back down onto the cold hard ground. I lifted my hand slowly onto my head only to find out that my head was bleeding uncontrollably. I was starting to lose consciousness. I started to think about maybe dying now isn't a bad thing after all since my life is nothing. But maybe I'll be alive and my life could turn out for the better or not. I know I can't die from this brutal head injury. Then that means that Nat would have to cut me into pieces and burn whatever was left of my body.

Nat found me and started walking closer to me lusting for my blood. He looked at my blood like it was the most precious rare treasure on the planet. I couldn't move. I was drifting more and more into unconsciousness. Nat stopped walking and said to me, "It's time to finish you off, but I wish you would of put on a better fight. I wanted to see your true potential…..Unless you haven't fully controlled your powers yet." After he said that I was able to make out a wolf growling to my right. Nat seemed to notice too and looked at the creature in terror with his black hair falling into his eyes. I used whatever energy I had left and turned my head to my right and saw a russet colored wolf, but it's not just any wolf. It was a werewolf catching my gaze with its chocolate brown eyes before I drifted off into unconsciousness.

A/N: Okay so this is just the beginning, I hope you like it.