I was in a void. Around me there was nothing. No light, no sound, or no touch. It was considered impossible to be here and survive, and yet I was here and lived.
I do not know how long it's been since I've dropped here. I was hoping that I die when I let go, but I obviously wish was not. And now I was doomed to remain here in the void.
I had no oxygen, no food or drink, and yet I lived. I do not know how or why, but I knew that I do not have anything. The lack of food, I was not able to even move, let alone try to somehow get back. I tried only the beginning, when I ended up here, but it failed me.
I could only remember their stupidity and their mistakes. But it was too late. Thor and Odin dumped me and probably not seek me. They have no reason. After all, who would want to save the monster.
I could only remember the last time in Asgard and Odin's words.
„I destroyed them, Father. I could do it. For you. For all," I said desperately.
„No, Loki."
Still, I could hear those two words, what I said Odin. I tried to hate him, and Thor, but I always run out just that I hate myself. For his weakness and inability. After that, I was always worse than Thor and Odin that I was nothing. That I meant nothing to the man I so long to call his father.
Have been several times I thought about what it would be otherwise if I let go. I'd probably end up in prison or executed. After all, who would have mercy with me, but everything that I expected it would be better than this.
I looked over and saw myself just nothing. Nothing around me was. I tried to recall Asgard heaven, but I could not remember how it looked. I barely remembered Asgard itself and his family, and then only vaguely. I could not even equip the faces of their parents and Thor.
Still wondering if anyone was in Asgard, who mourned for me, but probably not. Everyone treated me like I meant nothing, so why would anyone mourning. Maybe perhaps Frigga, but even at that I was not sure. Not after what I've tried to kill Thor.
I regretted the day I stood up against Thor, but it was too late. I could sacrifice all his magic, as it was impossible to take back. He probably become king if this had happened, and I eventually die here. Alone and abandoned.
I wondered how long time has passed and how long it will take to finally terminate my age there anything inside when I felt weak move. It was very strange. Suddenly beneath me was a small ray of light that gradually grew. From the sudden light, I closed my eyes and then I just fell. I still had his eyes closed and then I just felt a hard impact. In doing so, it just came darkness.
