Author's Note: This story is only written for my own accord. It keep jumping, running, and flying in my head for awhile. So, I decided to write it even thought it's completely abstract. But I'm you will read it. Thanks a lot.


"I hate you!" Rin shouted at him with tears streaming in her eyes. "I don't want to see you again."

The demon in front of her just look at her emotionless like if he cares. His golden eyes look so cold, his expression placid as ever, his features shows no attempt to move or comfort the girl. He just stares back at the girls angry eyes that are full of tears. He knows that in her eyes he will always be the bad guy, the one who will take all her happiness away from her, her very own nightmare, a demon who will take all her dreams.

He is a demon but the fact that he will always appear to be the one the reason why her tears falls is a mystery. All that she knows is that what made her happy will soon be taken away from her by him like the guy she is currently dating named Hiro. That bastard said something to Hiro that he sudden dump her and told her that he wasn't really interested in her and which she thought as a lie.

"Why Sesshomaru?!" she pound on his chest as more tears streams from her eyes. "How could you do this to me?"

"I simply do what I have to do," he answers coldly remaining unmoved by her force.

"Why? You know that I love him," she looks up to his cold eyes. "Then why? You're my friend, how come you keep doing these things to me? Why?"

Why, she asked? Why does he really keep doing it anyway? Why would he taint his name, his hands by such things? He, himself doesn't know why but that he knows is that he doesn't want her to be hurt. He wants to protect her, protect her from those who want to destroy her, make her experience something that he doesn't want her to experience.

"Rin," he calls her name for the first time while holding her wrist who keeps pounding his chest. "You do not love him."

Rin look up to him with wide eyes. How dare he say that? How dare he say that he knows her feelings well? He doesn't care about her; he doesn't care about her happiness or the things that makes her happy. All he does is taking away the things that made her happy.

"Let go of me," she look back at him with anger in her eyes. "I should have known that you never care about me."

"Rin," he can clearly see in her eyes a pure hatred, hatred towards him. He bows his head with defeat and let her hand go. He let out a sigh a sign that he gives in.

"That's right," he said with a despondent face. "I don't care about you. I'm a demon and I don't feel anything. I'm made up of ice."

Rin look at him in disbelief. Was she tricked all this time, and then all those moments that she thought he is not all that cold-hearted, those times when she thought he cares about her is all a lie, a pretend? She can't believe it, she was fooled.

"You're the worst person that I ever met!" she shouted at him; hurt. "I regret all the things that I've spend with you. I'm so stupid to fall to your trick but I will not be fooled anymore."

With that she turns her heel to leave, leaving the demon standing on the hallway. He watch as her small frame disappear with only her black hair visible from afar. She is so far, so far from his reach and he knows that he can never get near her. He knows she is something that he will never gain but something that he will need. He smiles sadly with the realization but because of that he doesn't care if he will look as a bad guy in her eyes. The reason why he threatens that guy away from Rin because he learned that he was up to no good, he just wants to use her for his own accord. He doesn't want to happen that, he don't want to see her cry.

"My job here is done," he said to himself. "He will not come after her anymore."

He walks toward the door trying so much to compose himself. He is near the door when he saw his half brother leaning on beside the door. He saw him smirk at him.

"I always wonder how you can keep up with these things," he looks at him with placid face. "Do you love her that much that you are willing to be the one who suffers the most?"

"If you are in love with Kagome then you know what will be the answer," he said coolly. "I'll be leaving first."

Inuyasha look at the retreating figure of his older brother. He had to admit that he is amazed of his brother. In the eyes of the girl he loves he is the bad guy who always causes trouble to her, the one who will always make her cry but he hopes that someday Rin will open her eyes and see the reality; the reality of Sesshomaru's sacrifices for her. Is that girl stupid or just too dense to realize it all? And his stupid brother did not even let his feelings known thinking that it will not change anything.

"How long will you make yourself suffer Sesshomaru?" he let out a sigh. "The more you keep doing it the more I feel sorry for you."

He knows too well that Sesshomaru is not the kind of guy who will turn back on what he said. So when he said that he will protect Rin then he do it even thought he will appear as the bad guy, the villain in the eyes of the many as long as he can protect that smile, being a villain for her happiness.


Author's Note: Thanks for reading. Feel free to review anytime but its okay if you don't feel like it. Thanks anyway for reading.